Poyetry

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Peace Medal in the Time of War


The words shimmer out
Like dark coins from Sweden.
They roll across my floor
With irony,
Thrown like
A handful of silver
At the feet of a sinner.

December 10, 2009
Betsy McKenzie


On the occasion of President Obama's speech receiving the Nobel Peace Prize shortly after his decision to increase American troops in Afghanistan.

Here is a link to a wonderful website with poems by soldiers and other members of the armed services. It includes poems from as far back as WWI, the famous guys like Rupert Brooke, Sassoon and Wilfred Owen, but this link takes you to contemporary poets speaking from Afghanistan.

The image of the Nobel Peace Prize medal is courtesy of http://nobelprize.org/nobel_prizes/peace/medal.html

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Twitter Song


Twitter, flitter,
Tweet my peeps,
Hope it's not too busy;
Fail whale, just bail.
The site comes tumbling after.

Saturday, May 02, 2009

Britain names first female poet laureate


England has named its first ever female poet laureate, Carol Ann Duffy. She is also the first openly gay poet laureate for England.

Here is a charming example of her down-to-earth poetry style,
Valentine
Not a red rose or a satin heart.

I give you an onion.
It is a moon wrapped in brown paper.
It promises light
like the careful undressing of love.

Here.
It will blind you with tears
like a lover.
It will make your reflection
a wobbling photo of grief.

I am trying to be truthful.

Not a cute card or a kissogram.

I give you an onion.
Its fierce kiss will stay on your lips,
possessive and faithful
as we are,
for as long as we are.

Take it.
Its platinum loops shrink to a wedding-ring,
if you like.

Lethal.
Its scent will cling to your fingers,
cling to your knife.
While there are lots of business-like announcements of the fact, my favorite story about Carol Ann Duffy is here, in the Mirror, dated February 5, 2009. Reporter Daisy Goodwin opens her story:
The first time I met Carol Ann Duffy she made me cry. I was meant to be interviewing her but within minutes of meeting her I had told her everything about my broken heart.

I could tell her because I knew she understood about love and loss, passion and pain.

She gets it, and that's what makes her the best poet of her generation and an inspired choice as the next Poet Laureate.

Anyone who has ever known love or heartbreak will find a home in her work. Not that there is anything soppy about Carol Ann Duffy.

She can look quite serious until you say something that she likes and her face cracks open and she laughs her wonderfully dirty laugh.
Duffy's family was blue-collar. Her father was a trade-unionist, like his father before him. Her mother left school at 14, though she regretted it and encouraged her children to get the most out of school they could. Born in Glasgow of a Scottish father and an Irish mother, Duffy's family moved to Staffordshire when she was four. I especially love the fact, mentioned in all the stories about Duffy, that she left the final decision about accepting the laureate up to her 13 year old daughter, Ella.
Carol Ann is single now but lives with the greatest love in her life, her 13-year old daughter Ella, by the novelist Peter Benson. "I let her decide whether I should accept the Laureateship or not.

She was all for it, she said, 'Mum. it's time a woman did it'."

Carol Ann says: "I always wanted a child. Being a mother is the central thing in my life. Having a child takes you back to all those parts of your own childhood that you had hidden away."

May, Carol Ann's mother entranced her daughter with her stories and rhymes. Carol Ann does the same for Ella but she publishes hers. "Since I had Ella, I have written more for children than for adults. I read everything to Ella first."

Ella herself is more interested in music than poetry although her mother says she does "cruelly accurate imitations of me reading my poems". Ten years ago, Carol Ann was quoted as saying she didn't want the Laureateship because "no poet should have to write poems about Edward and Sophie's wedding".

But age and motherhood have tempered that view. "I am a poet of the family, and the symbol of the Royal Family is entwined with the history of Britain. I don't see why that can't make a good poem. On the other hand, no one would thank me for writing bad poems to order." Family is at the heart of Carol Ann's life and work.
This is a pretty cool piece of news. I had to look and see whether the United States had had a woman poet laureate yet. We have. In 1945 - 1946, Louise Bogan, born in Maine, and living in Boston, was the poet laureate. Another woman, Leonie Adams, served in 1948-49, from Brooklyn, NY., and Elizabeth Bishop, 1949 - 1950 (born in Worcester, Massachusetts, but living in Brazil, I think, and fairly close to being openly gay). Josephine Jacobsen, 1971-73, from Baltimore, was another woman laureate (I don't know why 2 years), and Maxine Kumin, in 1981-82, Gwendolyn Brooks, served in 1985-86. Mona Van Duyn was poet laureate in 1992-93 and Rita Dove in 1993-94. Then there was a special deal with "bicentennial consultants" in 1999-2000, with three people named to that title, including Rita Dove again, and Louise Gluck along with a man, W.S. Merwin. Louise Gluck served as laureate in 2003-04. So, the U.S., with a one year laureate term, has had a lot of women laureates, actually. The Brits originally had the laureates serve for life, but the last laureate before Carol Ann Duffy, Andrew Motion, made an agreement with the government that the post should only be filled for 10 years. So, perhaps, they will start running through their poets a bit faster now. Congratulations Carol Ann Duffy and to Britain for an exciting selection!

Photograph is from the Mirror story dated 2/5/09.

Friday, May 01, 2009

Home on the Red-Eye

Jet-lagged, droop-looping from a
Nightmare red-eye from
Sun-drenched San-Diego,
I staggered into snowy Boston
Like a drunken sailor
Slapped into awed silence
When he stumbles into the
Silent nave of a cathedral.
I moved in one long day
From sunny palm trees
To snow-silenced roads
Moving nave-like beneath
The snow-draped, arching trees
In Sunday-early stillness.
After the blizzard, the
Roads are still and white,
A purity, an austere beauty;
So sharp contrast to that
Too fecund greenness that I fled.

Winter Street Cathedral

Austere hymns of praise
Snow-draped pines, and rock hillsides
Tree-arched, nave-like streets.

Auspice


Crowds of crows stitching
Mysterious moving poems
Across evening skies.

Auspice is the Latin practice of divining the future by watching patterns of flying birds. The image of flying crows is from a wonderful blog, Outside My Window, A Birdwatcher's View of the World with Kate St. John, at http://www.wqed.org/birdblog/category/crows/

Pizza

Dedicated to
Perfecting family pizza
Through a long marriage

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Chamber Music


This is only the second guest poet I have posted here at Poyetry; Jeff Flynn, a colleague of mine, wrote this excellent poem, inspired after reading about cardiomyapathy in Doberman Pinschers.

CHAMBER MUSIC

after reading articles by Nancy Morris, DVM & Dr. Carmen L. Battaglia
in the Doberman Pinscher Magazine

Between diastole and systole worlds exist and lives are lived.
How many rooms and light filled atriums will she pass through
While the measure of her heart is taken?
And what import will she place on her fractional shortening value?

Between premature heart beats, eternity.
Her heart's an edifice of many rooms, and
Between atria and ventricles
Septa resist the assaults of time.

While the aortic whoosh rattles those walls,
And VPC's are tallied,
Singular, couplets, triplets...
And time asserts its claim,

Measure her life not by the number of its beats,
But by the music that echoes between them.


By Jeff Flynn
March, 2009

Image is courtesy of WestminsterKennelClub.org

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

Tidal Ice

The ice is cracked and crazed
Though it seems a solid piece.
As the river sank and raised
It when the tide was high or low,
The ice followed the water,
Shaping, reshaping its sheet across
The river, bay and land.

Unlike the smooth ice of placid
Ponds and lakes that keep a steady level,
Tidal ice must reshape itself
Constantly as the supporting water
Flows and shifts beneath it.

So is tidal ice like the surface of
The mind shaped by trauma.
Beneath the surface that seems
A solid piece, the level shifts
And moves in tides. The cracks
And crazes in the surface
Allow the surface to spread
Like a smooth sheet across
The changing levels, whether
High tide, or low, covering
Rocks or water, or sandy shore
Beneath a smooth seeming sheet of ice.

Feb. 4, 2008
Betsy McKenzie

Friday, January 30, 2009

Drat, I'm having to cheat

I had promised myself a post a month. I have not written anything worth posting in the time since the last post. I have scribbled but not anything good (readers might be surprised that there is any filtering going on at all... but I assure you I am filtering at least some). So to get something in to the Poyetry blog in January, I am reduced to adding somebody else's poetry.

When I was introduced to Mary Oliver's poetry, I was amazed. I had never heard of her. She is a modern poet, still alive and writing on Cape Cod. Here is a poem that I love, and that meant a great deal to me when my daughter was very ill in the I.C.U. at Beth Israel Hospital in Boston, Egrets, originally I believe, in Mary Oliver's book, New and Selected Poems (1992).
Egrets

Where the path closed
down and over,
through the scumbled leaves,
fallen branches,
through the knotted catbrier,
I kept going. Finally
I could not
save my arms
from thorns; soon
the mosquitoes
smelled me, hot
and wounded, and came
wheeling and whining.
And that's how I came
to the edge of the pond:
black and empty
except for a spindle
of bleached reeds
at the far shore
which, as I looked,
wrinkled suddenly
into three egrets - - -
a shower
of white fire!
Even half-asleep they had
such faith in the world
that had made them - - -
tilting through the water,
unruffled, sure,
by the laws
of their faith not logic,
they opened their wings
softly and stepped
over every dark thing.

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

Broken stems

Broken Stems

Across the broad prairie, tall grasses wave;
Bluestems tall as houses, Gramma like the ocean
Rolling to the skies. A hugeness spreading
In all directions, tan and red and brown.
Shimmering bright and living in the sun,
A million million sheaves of grass woven
Together in a mat, densely through the ground.

But here and there, are broken stems;
Divided from the whole. They are not like the others.
Broken stems and broken roots; they cross among the rest.

Perhaps they'll spread to new zones, perhaps they'll
Bring new styles. They are different from the others.
Perhaps they'll find their place, perhaps they'll
Make their mark. They are not like their mothers.

It hurts my heart to see them. It tears me to the core.
But the broken stems don't know it. They grow their own
Patterns, they follow their own directions to the sun.

Dec. 9, 2008

I wrote this poem after reading an essay that made me think about my own experiences with differently-abled children. Follow link here to read a moving post by Jesuit novice Fr.Ryan Duns at his blog, A Jesuit's Journey considering the life an a profoundly autistic child in Christ.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Waiting for News

Waiting for News

My head breaks open
Or is it my heart?
And little white pearls
Come spilling out.

They pour over the
Hard tile floor
Of the ICU waiting room
And roll into dark corners.

The dark corners of my heart
Of my hopes. Of my breaking
My breaking, or broken
My head. Or is it my heart?

Nov. 10 and 29, 2008

Monday, November 03, 2008

Phoenix

















Phoenix





Burn off a thousand years of dross;
Flare away my rinds of earthy matter,
Releasing from inside me purest flame.
It flashes out, singing loud the song
Again, the song I nearly had forgotten
That rings inside my bones and hums,
You must die a little to live again.

November 3, 2008
Credit for the awesome graphic goes to a pretty cool blog for a new image editing tool called phoenix, at a.viary.com

Boston Sunset Jam


Boston Sunset Jam

Glory clouds and
Water-sun flash air
And splendor sky
Splash-spread
Across the eyes' expanse
Behind high mirror flanks!
Oh all we need is
Camera guy or painter hand --
But, no, that artist's
Dead. So, who is left
To keep the scene
That zammed on
Common's sky
When sunset blasted
Through the storm
And zizzed on
Hancock's side?

Oct. 30, 2008

The image is courtesy of http://flickr.com/photos/51035749109@N01/2079860546/, credit to afagen, taken actually from the Cambridge side, the Residence Inn, in Cambridge, in December, 2007. It's not quite as stunning as what I saw coming from work to the Park Street Station one recent afternoon in a sun shower. The sun was setting through a shower, with storm clouds above, and breaking around the sunset. The Hancock was catching the light, with stunning effect. I wished I had the hand of that master of New England clouds and light, Winslow Homer, or a fabulous camera and great skill. But all I could do was write a jazz style poem about my longing to capture the image.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Oh my gosh! E.O. Wilson has the last word!


What does it mean when all my philosophizing and religious thought is wiped out in one swoop by a "Reflection for the Day?" Geez, that's frightening and humbling at the same time. ON the other hand, it's a quote from entomologist E.O. Wilson, so I guess I don't feel quite so bad.

Narrative is the human way of working through a chaotic and unforgiving world.


Not quite poetry but this doesn't reeally fit into a blog about librarianship, so I thought I'd shove it in here. So there, too. This distinctive photo of E.O. Wilson is courtesy of Eastern Kentucky University people.eku.edu/ritchisong/eowilsonphoto.jpg which appears to lecture notes on behavioral ecology. Cool.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Contemplating the Grecian Urn

Lovely urn, your Grecian scene
Still lingers through long years:
Garlanded cow and laughing youths
Piping in the sun. But under the glaze
Lie unseen cracks, and fault lines filled with tears
Admirers see no farther than vines and flutes,
Your maiden painted fair, whose bland gaze
Never exposed those fractures,
Or parsed out what they mean.

9/14/08 and 10/12/08

This poem is partly inspired by a conversation I had many years ago with a young woman I knew only a bit at college. And it partly keys off the wonderful Keats poem.
Link here to read Keats' great poem Ode on a Grecian Urn, at Bartleby.com.

Saturday, October 11, 2008


Nature's pharmacopia,
Tobacco's lovely posy:
Nectar sweet lures the bees
While nicotine repels them.


9/14/08


This poem was inspired by a science news brief in the Boston Globe that actually reported that nicotine does, in fact, appear to serve the purpose of limiting the nectar taken by pollinators of the wild tobacco plant. People who have not been around tobacco, wild or domestic may not know that the flowers are exceedingly fragrant.

Turning

Turning

The tide’s at the full.
All the waters of the sea
In-rushed to fill the river
Brim full. A long pause, then,
As if a breath is taken deep,
And held: and then the turn,
The turn.

Facing toward the wide, deep sea,
Rushing away, the waters
Carry all, all away:
Foul night soil,
Effluvium of a thousand
Thousand heart-sick souls.
Carry away the past,
Leaving moon-shimmer sands behind.

9/14/08

Friday, August 29, 2008

More Haiku, more cowbell

Three Haiku on visiting Boston Common's Frog Pond

Little sparkles dance
Across the water’s surface;
Never reach the deep


Toddlers in the pool
Dragging parents on leashes
So pleased with water


Mounted police horse
Parked at the horsey bike stand
Dozes, nose on rail.


Aug. 29, 2008

Monday, August 25, 2008

Surfaces


Pond's serene surface
Exchanges air and sun for
Sudden death, slow rot.


Image courtesy of http://www.malibuwater.com/OhioPonds.html

Friday, August 22, 2008

Why is Dover in Poyetry?

The first blog to Poyetry since early July is my announcment recently of my new dog, Dover. Why did I put this here? In case anybody wonders why I'm not posting new poetry so often... it's been slowed waaaay down by house training, going back to work and generally trying to balance my life on about 6 hours of sleep a night. sheesh. Good thing Dover is such a good boy. And lucky I like my job...

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Dover the dog


This is a photo of my new sheltie dog, Dover. The picture was taken when he was 4 or 5 months old. He's about 6 months old now (born 2/12/08). He is a rescue dog. Was a puppy mill graduate, and placed in a pet store. He was not selling, possibly due to "puppy head shakes" (idiopathic head tremors -- meaning they don't know what causes it). The shelty rescue lady came by just as the store was planning to euthanize him as unsalable. He is a lovely little dog, wants to do what is right. Lots of energy, which is a bit of shock after our poor older dog died last September. That dog, Beau, was really sick with kidney disease the last 5 years of his 11 year life. Wish us all luck!

Saturday, July 05, 2008

A Sampler of Haiku


I.
Each dawn’s miracle,
Color comes back to the world.
Life returns again.

II.
Sitting on the stoop,
Glad I’m not in the airplane
Slowly passing by.

III.
Brown bird sits singing
Hollering back at rivals,
“Stay out of my yard!”

7/3/2008
I was inspired to write a bunch of Haiku after looking at Richard Wright's Haiku: A World Elsewhere. Image courtesy of student.britannica.com. The picture is wonderful, clearly showing a bird singing, but it turns out to be a grasshopper warbler from Eurasia.

Three Haiku


I.
Rain- and dew-wet grass
Soak through soles of my slippers
Toes greet the morning!

II.
Cool summer sunrise
Holds the seeds of thunderstorms
Like swelling peapods.

III.
Steam rises from the
Pale surface of the still pond
Like day’s first coffee.

7/3/2008
Image courtesy of http://www.offenburger.com/digestarchive.asp

Two Haiku

I.
My mind can’t settle.
It dashes after stray thoughts,
Confused by chaos.

II.
Like shining droplets
From stomped mud puddles,
Thoughts spatter my mind.

7/3/2008

Three Haiku


I.
Sun pouring through air
So clear it sparkles, just like
That 9/11.

II.
What is this sunlight?
Invisible through the air,
Til it paints the wall.

III.
Brown skipper flitters
Erratically in its search
For the next flower.

7/3/2008
Image courtesy of http://flickr.com/photos/virilath/399614379/, actually, a skipper from Maylasia

3 Haiku

I.
Barely visible,
All whirring wings and striped legs,
Streambed insects rise.

II.
What light faded from that
Good dog’s brown eyes as he died?
Same body, but changed.

III.
Life is what we call
That mysterious light that fades,
Changing flesh to clay.

7/3/2008

Trio of Haiku


I.
Campion and clover
Spangle my wild jungle yard
Like stars in green skies.

II.
Daintily licking
His white stockings, the dog’s tongue
Smoothes fur, soothes feelings.

III.
The bee intently
Parses out the meanings of
Each clover blossom.

7/3/2008
Image courtesy of accipiter.hawk-conservancy.org/images/200708/

3 Haiku


I.
Cottage cheese, so cold
It coats the bowl’s sides with white,
Painting over grief.

II.
The grasses bow down,
Laying down their heads to rest
As their seeds ripen.

III.
Eating from the can
Standing at the kitchen sink –
Oh! Guilty pleasure!


7/3/2008
Image courtesy of accipiter.hawk-conservancy.org/images/200708/

3 haiku

I.
Like a sneaky drunk,
I find chocolate tastes better
Eaten in the dark.

II.
Little dog obsessed
with birds – running back and forth:
Won’t he just explode?

III.
In the old tree fort,
Lumber soaked so many years,
Carvable with pens.

7/3/2008

Trio of Haiku


I.
How many summer days
Did we watch busy ants rush
Along the rough bark?

II.
Ungainly heron
Flapping across the pond like
A proof of love’s death.

III.
Like sumptuously dressed
Matrons, summer trees sashay,
Swish silks in the breeze.

7/3/2008
Image courtesy of http://flickr.com/photos/grizzly_lightning/115594706/, a great blue heron flying at Eastern Illinois University in Charleston, Ill.

3 Haiku


I.
Up with the baby
At dark 2 AM, the song
Of the mockingbird.

II.
The warm patch of sun,
Like a blessing on the floor,
Draws the dozy cat.

III.
Content little bird
Nattering softly to his
Partner on the nest.

7/3/2008
Image from L.A. Times blog.

Haiku Bouquets


I.
I planted these bulbs
Years ago, and then forgot:
Unlooked-for bounty.

7/3/2008

II.
A toddler’s first steps
Are tiny triumphs between
Barely controlled falls.

III.
Like a box of mixed
Chocolates to taste and pass on:
Haikus in bouquets!

7/5/2008

Bouquet is a needlework plan from a catalog at http://www.past-impressions.co.uk/acatalog

Friday, June 27, 2008

Sparks in the vast darkness

A little bright flame
In a great lump of clay:
How did it get there?
What started it leaping?
The clay cannot know,
And the flame will not say.
Life’s mystery still speaking.

June 27, 2008

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Packages

Adrift on the tides of time
Floating, aimless,
Packages keep arriving
C.O.D.
From past selves.

She opens the boxes
and digs through
crumpled, yellow
packing papers.

Briefly, she holds
An image
In her hands.
Then, it drifts away on the tides.

May 27, 2008

Secret Singer

June 21, Day after solstice, in a year of emergence of the eastern brood of periodic cicadas, also known as 17 year locusts

After five decades' hidden life
The secret singer rose,
Magically emerging into astonished life.

enter the city through the narrow gate

Taste and see
How sweet
Life may be

Bastard poet child
Sneaking into bed
After the harsh muse
Calls lights out,
Gather the crumbs from
Beneath the childrens' table.

6/21/2008

What is it?

It is a device
To translate
Between the
Ephemeral
Language of
Dreams to the
Stolid world
Of everyday.

The goofy symbols
That trail breadcrumbs
Across our
Night minds,
Confusing yet potent

Ground through the
Mill of Logic
And expelled
Forcefully across
The tablecloth
At breakfast.

June 25, 2008

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Insulae

Insulae

She pulls the extra laminae of flesh
As if a shawl around her shoulders,
A thick baffle against the harsh elements
Of emotional storms.

He wraps his tender soul in music
And electronic banter, chattering
Constant through eyes and ears,
A quilt, child’s comfort blanket
Against the night.

With distilled liquids and
Spoon-cooked powders,
We may put off until tomorrow
The reckoning of the
Heart’s equations.

Is it insulation
Or isolation?
June 3, 2008

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Cormorant III

Cormorant III

Cormorant slip-slidily
Swifting through water
Skies, swoop-scooping
Fishilees like mosquitoes
On the wing
Or fin.

5/20/2008

Three poems about watching a cormorant fishing today at Turner's Pond.

Cormorant II

Cormorant II

Black cormorant slides
Serene, low in the water:
Dark avatar,
Death of fishes.
He weaves his head,
Sharp-beaked striking snake
Pursuing panicked fingerlings
As they dart into water weeds.
Pale observers dry-footed
On shore see only the dusky
Sinuous neck lifted into air
Between dives to peer regally
For bearings on the sun-silvered pond.
Sated at last, the bird blackly
Clambers onto the rocks
And hulking, spreads his wings to dry
Beneath the indifferent sky.

5/20/08

Cormorant I

Cormorant I

The cormorant pops up,
Bursts the smooth surface.
He wags his dark head
Back and forth, scanning
The pond – compares the
Dry with the watery.
A moment in the air, and
He slips beneath again.

From the dry shore, it seems
Serene: blue sky smiling
Back at its face in the pond.

Beneath that refractive film,
The cormorant flies,
Weaving his dark head on his
Neck like a striking snake.
Little fish dart into the weeds,
Seeking frantic for safety
From that sharp beak.

As much at home
Flying in water as
Paddling the air,
The black bird
Sits low.
He glides smooth and fast,
Braiding his two worlds.

At last he climbs out
Onto the broken tree
And spreads his arms wide
Indifferent to the smiling sky.

5/20/08

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Spring Again

Wesron wind, when wilt thou blow
That the small rain down can rain?
Christ, that my love were in my arms,
And I in my bed again!


Anonymous, 16th C.

Whan that April with his showres soote
The droughte of March hath perced to the roote

Geoffrey Chaucer, Prologue to
Canterbury Tales.

Spring Again

Whan that April, and all small rain
Showres soote again
Sifting softly down
Like fine dust of generations gone.

May 17, 2008

Friday, May 16, 2008

The blue umbrella

Two treatments of the same event:

The Blue Umbrella

Beneath the blue umbrella,
They are alone, together.
As if the blue-tinted shadow
Created thick walls around them,
Enclosed, and private,
On the busy street corner.
She leans back to receive
His kiss.

May 16, 2008

*****************

The blue umbrella casts its shadow
Like transparent walls around the two:
She leans back
To receive
His kisses.
Alone, together, in shades of blue,
A rock in the passing strangers’ flow.


May 16, 2008

Friday, March 28, 2008

Angel Redouble

Another rondeau redouble, and another revision of the Angel of the Odd. I still am not completely happy with this poem.

Angel Redouble

The angel of the odd reaches down.
He cradles the forlorn and the lost,
Holding them tightly, and with a frown
Wipes away tears of the storm-tossed.

He started with socks, then at great cost,
Expanded his mission, searched ten towns.
He cherished losers, all those star-crossed;
The angel of the odd reaches down.

Girls at the prom in hand-me-down gowns,
Dreamers and nerds and all kinds of dross,
Little lost lambs and little dogs drowned,
He cradles the forlorn and the lost.

Never forgetting, and never quashed,
The angel loves and numbers his own.
Year upon year, poor, ragged or posh,
He holds them tightly, wearing a frown.

He sings in their hearts, tales of renown,
You are not losers, need not be bossed!
You each are a jewel, part of a crown!
He wipes the tears of all the storm-tossed.

The angel of the odd reaches down.
He cradles the forlorn and the lost,
Holding them tightly, and with a frown
Wipes away tears of the storm-tossed.

Banked Fire

This is a rondeau redouble, a French form poem that I am exploring. These poems start and end with a 4 line refrain rhymed in ABAB form. Then you do 4 verses, each of 3 lines, with a final line using one of the lines of the refrain, in order. Ideally, you should also be able to play with the words of the refrain line a bit in order to illuminate or expand on meaning. The verses also follow a strict form: babA, abaB, babA, abaB.

Banked Fire

The heart is a secret fire burning bright
Deep-banked in ashes of fears and old sighs.
Wisdom consists of our keeping in sight
The fire of that love, fresh, full of surprise.

Girl puts down her school work, raises tired eyes:
Time to tuck in her brother, say sleep tight.
She told him she loved him, just a white lie.
Two hearts made of secret fire burned so bright.

She mouthed empty words to lighten his fright -
Believed it was just to stop all his cries.
And turning, she paused to put out the light
Debunked in rushes of tears to her eyes.

Searing through all of her self-serving lies,
Truth, blazing forth in her heart all despite
Those ashy deposits piled deep and high:
Wisdom consists of such steeping insight.

Her heart cracked open that singular night
She found love’s hot tears in her pale, dry eyes.
Love gushing geyserly, rising in height,
Red rush of her love, pressed out in surprise.

Deep-banked in ashes of fears and old sighs.
Wisdom consists of our keeping in sight
The fire of that love, fresh, full of surprise.
The heart is a secret fire burning bright.


revised 4/3/2008

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

Angel of the Odd - Revis

He started out just gathering up
All the lost socks, orphaned
In the laundries of the world.
Then, his solicitude expanded.
Gently, he cradles
Wounded souls
Broken hearts
He whispers,
“In some other
Time and place
You would have been
They king, or queen.
You are not odd-lots,
You are jewels,
Lost from matching sets
In the tumblers of
The world.”

Llamas

Don’t take shit
Offa nobody
Attitude, man
They gaze coldly
Down those long snoots
Slowly chewing up
The cud
They fixin’ to
Spit in your face
They grunt,
Back in they throat
Like fixin’ to hawk
A wad of phlegm
Look out, dude!
Put ‘em out
With your average
Flock of sheep
and retire your
Worries about wolves.
Kick they ribs in
While the wooly fools
Run in circles.

Revisions

I've been taking an online workshop that is helping me get better at revising my poems. I hope these look improved:

Secret Heart (Fourth draft)

She stoops over the sink,
Weeping silent tears,
Swishing towels
Through bleachy suds.

Why should she cry
Rinsing out dish towels?
There is no reason
There is no god-damned rhyme,
Just
The mystery of tears
Dripping salty,
Into disinfectant suds.

She sealed her heart so long ago.
Shutting away secrets too fierce
Too dangerous to know.
Now, she receives faint telegraphs
From that too secret part

Her heart,
Rust-sealed locket
Beneath her shirt,
A secret not even she can open.

The steam from the bucket
This night eased open hinges,
Just enough

For tears,
but not
No not for anything so large as
love

And so she wonders
Why, and why
She weeps.
The tears squeezed out of love,
as she wrings each towel.

************************

Long Distance (second draft)

In the dim kitchen
She bends and bows,
Rinsing towels

Tears drip from
That stubby nose
He can’t help
But notice

That secret face
Bent low and closed
Invites no inquiries,
Seems too far to reach

As if his
Hand hesitates in
Picking up the phone
To call, to ask

But then
She looks so risky -
A ticking briefcase
Left in his kitchen

Better to call
The bomb squad
And hand off the problem

Than put his own hand
On the latch
And open
An explosion

He tucks his hands
Safely in his
Jeans,
Backs away.

As if his
Hand hesitates,
Lifting the receiver,
But hangs up
Without dialing

Almost,
He turns away:
Be safe,
Don’t ask.

But, considering,
He pauses...
Could she
Be thinking
Of him?


*****************

New Life (second draft)

What an electric thrill!
Tender green tendril
Questing blind
Up from the soil
Of the milk carton.
The shell of the bean
Cracked open at last,
Spilling hidden new
Life, out from its secret
Envelope.

How hallowed –
Beyond holy:
Watching
New life push
Into the world:
Chicks fighting their
Way out of shells,
Exhausted, bedraggled,
Look dead afterward.
Blind, questing kittens,
Soft ears drooping, more like
Hamsters than cats.
Horses with hooves so
Soft you can press them still,
All wet from the secret world within.
It is not easy to cross into life!

You did not want to cross into life –
Or perhaps did not know the way.
So they came to get you;
Forced opened the doors!
Slicing across skin and muscles, neatly
Pinning back maternal layers to reach you.
When they dragged you out,
Green meconium creased around your outraged eyes
You cried, fists balled,
Against the light!

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Sunrise at the Hummock (revised)

Moswetuset Hummock:

This wooded area located at the intersection of East Squantum St. and Quincy Shore Dr. was the seat of the Indian chief Chickatabot, who was visited by Captain Myles Standish and the Indian guide Squanto in 1621. The hummock's name - Moswetuset, or "hill shaped like an arrowhead" - is believed to be the origin of the commonwealth's name, "Massachusetts." The site is free and open to the public.

Moswetuset Hummock
Corner of East Squantum St. and Quincy Shore Dr.
Quincy, MA 02171
(from Discover Quincy

Sunrise at the Hummock (revised)

The wide sky fills
With lambent light
As I lead you round,
Around the stony hummock.

Like a silent beast,
It crouches at the
Edge where
The wide salt marsh
Meets the soft-ruffling
Sea.

Blue, clear sky still softly lighting
As we watch the far horizon.
We chat of how we heard
That tribes had used to fish, and tread
The mud flats, feeling with their feet for clams
As we watch for the edge of the sun to tip above the edge
Of the world. You joked that the world would
Roll to show the sun, then,
Sudden, rock back again.

But all our jokes
And tittle-tattle
Silenced,
When we saw the
Sky begin to gild,
Gold shining on the
Blue.

When I was a child, I had the
Job of polishing up the silver:
Wet rag, dip into the gray, soft, grainy polish.
I wiped the silver and let it dry,
Gray polish dimming silver and tarnish alike.

But, oh! when I rubbed,
A window appeared
In the filmy coating.
I looked through the
Film and met light
And truth,
Though wavy and
Distorted.

The sky at dawn,
On far horizon
Looked as though
Some giant hand
Were rubbing away
That blue, blue film.
And just for a moment,
Light struck through,
And truth,
Though perhaps distorted.
That shining gilt
Across the sky,
A window through the
Film, cast across our
World, perhaps to
Polish, to rub the tarnish
Clean.

And the sun that rose
Cast its shining path,
Across the ruffled sea,
A shining road
Across the rippled mud,
Up the hill to me.
It struck in my heart,
And I, transfixed,
Gazed through the
Window of gold.
What broken hopes
And withered faith
May be rubbed clean,
Tarnish on the silver?


Oct. 24, 2007
Revised 2/13/08

Friday, February 01, 2008

Long Distance

In the dim kitchen
She bends over
Rinsing towels

Tears drip from
That stubby nose
He can’t help
But see

That secret face
Closed and silent
Too far to reach
As if his

Hand hesitates
Lifting the phone
To call, to ask

But he sees
Hunched shoulders
Lips pressed thin,
She looks like

A ticking suitcase
Abandoned in a terminal

Better call
The bomb squad
Than put his hand
On the latch
And open
An explosion

He puts his hands
Safely in his
Back pockets
And backs away.

As if his
Hand hesitated
Lifting the receiver,
But hangs up
Without dialing

He turns away
Better not to ask
Better not to dial
At all

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Secret Heart

She leans over the bucket, breathing bleach, and weeps.
Why should a girl cry rinsing out the dish towels?
Unfair, unkind task? No, who could complain?
The mystery of tears dripping salty,
Into the pool-scented suds.

She closed her heart, long ago.
Putting away secrets too large,
Too dangerous to know.
Now, she receives faint telegraphs
From that too secret part.

Her heart is closed, a locket around her neck.
A secret inside not even she can open.
The steam from the bucket eased the hinges,
Just enough for tears, but not
No not for anything so large as
Love

And so she wonders
Why, and why
She weeps.

The tears wrung out of love, as she wrings each towel.

Jan. 29, 2008 & Feb. 2, 2008

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Frostbitten

The snow began so softly,
Sifting into our hearts.
Yet, still, we warmed ourselves
At the little flame of faith.
We believed, both truly believed,
You were some one else.

The campfire embers flickered
In the embattled hearts...
The snow did not reach the sills
Or drift into the corners
Until the final revelations.
How different the real from the dream.


The storm battered in, then--
O, sore hearts --
Drifted over and buried deep.
They froze, near to death,
That year, under a
Deep blanket of snow.
Of grief, rather,
Stunned to silence.
Two hearts mourned the man
The man we thought we knew.

Iced over, the hearts never stirred,
Silent until that spring,
At the spoken words of power, long
Frozen heart cracks wide open.
Under the warming sun, the hard shell
Splintered into rainbow shards,
And life began again.


Jan. 17, 2008

Sunday, January 06, 2008

Revelation

Snow falls softly, so white
And if it melts soon,
The mind recalls only
The whiteness, the softness
Like a blessing on the branches.

But when the cold keeps
Snow beyond its youth,
We begin to see the dirt–
Black hydrocarbons
Staining the pure crystals.

The impurity is there,
All year round.
But on the grass,
On the pavement,
It won’t show its taint.
Only when the white snow
Lasts beyond its birthday
Do we know our own darkness.

Or, is the airy stuff of sky,
The water droplets,
Frozen in crystal flakes,
Airily drifted on the ground,
Taking the stuff of earth,
Incarnating, and dwelling among us?
And, loitering beyond its day,
Too, too solid flesh,
Displays the wages of all life.

Jan. 6 and 11 and 30, 2008

Thursday, January 03, 2008

Daemon from Golden Compass

Sunday, December 09, 2007

Not a poem: Bourbon balls!

One of the strangely wonderful perks of living in Lexington, KY, was that you were exposed to, and encouraged to make, all kinds of recipes featuring bourbon whiskey. Even church ladies would proudly present bourbon balls at holiday parties. Then, there was the egg nog – more than a dozen eggs, separated, a quart of heavy cream and a fifth of bourbon, plus enough sugar to keep you dancing for quite a while.

Here is the bourbon ball recipe given me by my mother. This year, I made it with dark rum, and it was goood, that way, too.

Kentucky Bourbon Balls


2 cups Vanilla Wafer crumbs (you can throw a boxful in a food processor, or do it the way we did at home: put 10 or so wafers in a plastic zip lock bag and crush with a rolling pin. Either way, you want nice, fine crumbs)
1 cup powdered sugar
2 Tbs unsweetened cocoa
3 Tbs corn syrup
(I used the very dark this year & it was really good. I also ended up adding about another tablespoon to keep the balls forming at the end of the bowl)
1 cup finely chopped pecans
2 jiggers bourbon or dark rum
(1 jigger = 3 Tbs, or 1.5 oz, so you need 6 Tbs or 3 oz.)

Mix the ingredients together, mashing the crumbs into the syrup as evenly as you can. Shape into small balls. Dip the balls into

Vanilla extract (Or imitation vanilla works well, too! You run through it!)

And then, roll each ball into

Powdered sugar

Set the finished balls on waxed paper in a container you can cover tightly til serving time

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Sing, dark muse

the branches are bare, all life leached away
on a thin wind, tiny flakes fly across the bay
the far shore is hidden, far off in the fog
i cannot remember what is there, hidden in the gray
directionless, snow swirls
comfortless, wind keens and cuts
as bereft of hope as the branches without leaves,
i can no longer see or recall the distant shore
no lighthouse to mark dangerous shoals
no candle to call me home
a dark bird sings alone on the wire
sing, dark muse, balancing in the thriftless wind

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Boomer Sonnet

Taking off from Shakespeare's beautiful sonnet LXXIII (click on the title to this post to link to a website offering sonnets LXXI-LXXX, and see the original), I tried a humorous take on our modern refusal to recognize creeping age. As a boomer myself, I see these tendencies in myself and my fellows.

That time of year, thou may’st in me behold
When few leaves, or none at all still hang,
Upon the branches black and wet and cold.
Those bare ruined choirs where late the sweet birds sang –
I cannot bear to see portents, and so I don’t.
I close my mind to achey joints and wheezy hoots.
I play pick up games with younger guys who won’t
Push too hard, or crowd me when I shoot.
I die my hair, use wrinkle cream.
I dress too hip for a gal my age.
I ride a bike and never dream
I’ll ever reach that wheelchair stage.

That time of year, thou dost in me behold
When stridently I deny I ever will get old.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Semaphores

Tiny snow falling
Straight from the foggy sky;
Buildings loom,
Tops lost in the lowering clouds.
The flakes, like
Mysterious messages,
Whisper down, dissolving with a
Sigh, into the damp, cold ground.

In the dark November morning,
Late maples shine golden,
Beacons of some ancient
Alert: mysterious messages,
Leaves whisper down, piling in heaps
Unread, to be shredded by the diligent worms.

In sharp, cold nights,
Frost clear stars twinkle,
Flashing their mysterious messages
Across time and space
Nobody here knows how to read
The code.

Friday, November 09, 2007

Opening






Little rock split open
So the root and blossom
Can come forth.

Little egg cracked open
So the little bird
Creeps out.










Man's heart is like a
Rock or an egg:
We have an egg tooth
On the soul.



Nov. 9, 2007

Windhover meditation








My heart in hiding,
surging, cheering
for the tiny master of the air --

How quickly then
Changed my meditation:
How beauty, courage, life
Must find the fearful
Grace to let go,
To fold and bow
To crumple the pride
And the mastery.
Then, born again past life
Into Beyond,
The fire that breaks from thee then,
My Lord, more lovely, more dangerous...

Than what?
From what is my heart hiding?
From the painful truth,
Of Christ’s dying into life,
And calling us to follow,

As the drudge of plowing
Polishes the share to shine,
And embers must break themselve
Open to reveal the fire
Beneath the ash,

So life’s own grit
Grinds away our tarnish,
And death itself
Breaks open the shell
That hides the glory within.

Let me learn to bow
With grace,
To diminish that
I might show forth
More fully.

****************

Meditation Nov. 9, 2007
Based on Gerard Manley Hopkins' The Windhover at www.bartleby.com

Saturday, November 03, 2007

Sunrise at the Hummock

The wide sky fills
With lambent light
As I lead you round,
Around the stony hummock.
Like a silent beast,
It crouches at the
Edge where
The wide salt marsh
Meets the soft-ruffling
Sea.

Blue, clear sky still
Softly lighting
As we watch the far
Horizon.
We chat of how we heard
That tribes had used
To fish, and tread
The mud flats, feeling
With their feet for clams
As we watch for the
Edge of the sun to
Tip above the edge
Of the world.
You joked that the
World would roll to
Show the sun, then,
Sudden, rock back
Again.

But all our jokes
And tittle-tattle
Silenced,
When we saw the
Sky begin to gild,
Gold shining on the
Blue.

When I was a child,
I had the job of
Polishing up the silver.
Wet rag, dip into the
Gray, soft, grainy
Polish.
I wiped the silver
And let it dry,
Gray polish dimming
Silver and tarnish alike.
But, oh! when I rubbed,
A window appeared
In the filmy coating.
I looked through the
Film and met light
And truth,
Though wavy and
Distorted.

The sky at dawn,
On far horizon
Looked as though
Some giant hand
Were rubbing away
That blue, blue film.
And just for a moment,
Light struck through,
And truth,
Though perhaps distorted.
That shining gilt
Across the sky,
A window through the
Film, cast across our
World, perhaps to
Polish, to rub the tarnish
Clean.

And the sun that rose
Cast its shining path,
Across the ruffled sea,
A shining road
Across the rippled mud,
Up the hill to me.
It struck in my heart,
And I, transfixed,
Gazed through the
Window of gold.
What broken hopes
And withered faith
May be rubbed clean,
Tarnish on the silver?


Oct. 24, 2007

Night Walking

She'll rise in the night,
And wander to the toilet
In the blackness,
Groping in the dark,
Feeling
Blindly
Tentatively
Feeling for the outlines
And edges –
The chair, the bedside table.
Her fingers build the room
In her mind.

So grope we all in darkness
For the contours
Of what is
True.
We fumblingly
Try
To build up
an image
Of our faith.

Oct. 24, 2007

Shame

A baby feels no shame,
No.
But how quickly we learn
How intimately wound
Into our very selves
Shame soon becomes.

Is it like baby teeth?
Waiting unerupted
In the gums
Of our souls?
No
Everybody’s shame
Is different.
We could never make
Sets of false shame
For elders who lost theirs.

Perhaps shame is like
Learning to talk.
Maybe we are
Hardwired
To learn shame
As soon as our
Surrounding loved ones
Teach us.

A scientist could
Study
Shame. Learn the
Deep Whorfian structure
Recognize the
Universal underlying
Grammar
Of shame:
Dr. Chaime Nomsky,
The eminent shamist.

Oct. 24, 2007

Friday, November 02, 2007

Open Hearted

We say, Open your heart!--
But the heart does not open,
Though it feels clenched,
Yes, clenched tight
Armoring us
Against grief, against anger,
Against pain,
Against life.
We open,
Open to the heart.
The heart is there,
All, all the time,
Shining in the darkness,
Waiting,
Silent,
For us to turn our eyes
And open,
Sighing gently,
To the heart,
Which has been open all the time.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Farewell

Farewell

My grandpa Harris
Was sick so long
So long before he died.
But as he left,
He reached right out
And touched all those
He loved.

The night he died,
My mother dreamed
From far in another state,
That he stood at the
Foot of her bed.
Nothing he said,
But clear she knew,
He was happy and well
Once again.

And in his own house,
The night that he died,
The clock began to tick.
He’d meant to fix it
For many long years
And never quite got it done.
The dead clock lived
The night he died
And so I know that he tried
To leave a kind message
For those that he loved
And had to leave behind.

Oct. 13, 2007

Great Grandma VonPein

Great Grandma VonPein

A crazy quilt
Of misery and rage
Stomping up
And stamping down
The porch, a broomstick
Across her elder shoulders
To improve posture
Ramrod, fierce and
Gimlet eye
A tongue all
Fire and acid
Waiting for
The smallest fault
To pounce and
Criticize.
Granddaughters
Still shudder
Elderly
At her memory.

Yet, hearing her life story
I feel a
Sneaking sympathy
And perhaps
A hint of pride.
Abandoned by
Her mother,
Who ran away
With a passing
Indian tribe -: Comanche.
Left as a baby with her
angry sisters
And bitter father,
Nothing but a beaded bag
From her mother.
Tormented all her
Life by a dark suspicion
That her father really
Was a red man.

Yet, she married
Off into Indiana
Following her
Feckless husband, perhaps a drunk,
Bore him twelve children.
Then that husband
Abandoned her
In his turn,
by hanging himself
With a rough rope
In the family barn.

Still, indomitable,
She raised the Boys and girls.
Sent them to a bit of
College, even,
And all but the last turned away.
All she left
Her granddaughters
Are bitter memories
And beautiful patchwork
Quilts sewn fine
Hand stitched and
Finished the day
She died.


Oct. 13, 2007

Taken by surprise

She was taken by surprise --
Thought women were immune.
We read of men who only feel
These two emotional ranges,
Happiness and rage.
All that they have
to feel all of life’s big changes.

They miss out on grief --
Men of steel,
Deaf to
All other tunes
Human hearts can sing.

But when the dog died,
She shut up inside
All the sorrow and
Tears were dammed.
Her grief
Only showed
In an explosion:
Rage was
Love’s
Only outlet.

October 9, 2007

Credo

Not that we can prove it
Through logic or clever
Arguments.

But

The body believes
In every gland
That juices fear or flight.

The brain cannot
Make up its mind.
All logic and experience
Argue God’s a myth.

But in the dentist’s chair
Our belief shines bright.

Oct. 9, 2007

Poetry Survey

Poetry Survey

Elizabethan poets
All seem to sing
Of seizing love
And pleasure
Before brief life is o’er.

The puritans, all stern
and dry, could
Write of nothing bu
God and angels
and punishment,
Looking for happiness
Beyond the grave.

Strangely enough,
The modern poet
seems to have given up
All hope of joy.
No pleasures shine
In poets’ lines
After the War to end all War.
To be taken as serious
Wordsmiths now can only
Deal with death
and life’s worst bitterness.

October 9, 2007

Friday, October 12, 2007

Sine Wave II

Sinuous, even the name
Undulates ~~~
Patterns on the page,
Expressing some Mathematical Proof,
Pattern revealing some
Algebraic Reality.

Daughter, tell me
The usages you make:
Does it test the
Equation?
Do you find
Fulfillment
When the pattern
Falls correctly into place?

Me, I see only
The even sighing of tides,
Or breathing
Of the universe ~~
Blind to the
Mathematical Revelation.

How marvelous,
What a miracle to see
If your number sine
And my picture sign
Both explain that
Universal breath,
Slowly moving in and out.

Originally written & posted 6/27/07; rewritten Oct. 12, 2007

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Dover Beach/Bethlehem Experiment #3

Getting there, but this seems awfully PC


Oh, cry for Matthew Arnold,
As he wanders Dover Beach.
And weep for the poet Yeats,
While he wanders the desert
With his rough beast,
Slouching toward Bethlehem.

And is it not the sorriest sorrow,
Anguish of anguish,
That though they saw the end of time
The end of faith and beauty,
That all the famous faith
That bounded their world
Like a bright sea, girdling and
Uniting

Now shows itself as lies?
As ashes in our mouths
And turning stones beneath our
Bruisèd feet?

Never was there one great faith
Nor one single bright light
That gleamed and suddenly was gone.

No ceremonies of innocence
Dimmed, no best with convictions
Agreed, no sea of faith
Burgeoning round the world.

Those who laid the fires,
And cleaned the grates,
Who raised and brought the produce
To English market
And those who chafed in
Empire or languished
In defeat, their story all untold
Never signed the Magna Carta
Or learned their Latin and their Greek.
The great histories
Of Patroclus or Livy
Skipped over Trojans and Etruscans,
And Gibbon missed the Roman wives.

So does our poetry and art betray
Those overlooked and unspoken.
Cry for those who have no mouth,
And weep for those whose eyes
Were blinded by history and art.

Dover Beach Experiment #2

Still not very happy, but it's coming along:

Sighing in, and sighing out
The sea lies under the moon.

The calm, the beauty
Sung for centuries
Has become a lie, a sham.

The light of the West has failed,
The hope of the World is fallen.

The tide grinds the land,
Shattering slowly
Our certitudes, our faith.
Culture, learning and faith
Crumble, eroded
By the tide we thought so fair.

Beloved, my only constant
In a world of lies and pain
Keep my heart tenderly;
You hold it in your mouth.

We are at the mercy
Of the grinding tide,
Our wisdom availeth not
Nor any hope of cheer.

Experiment #1 With Dover Beach

Here is an effort at simply translating Dover Beach into synonyms. I am not very happy, but think I want to memorialize the process of the experiment:

Once, long ago, in a Garden,
The world seemed bright and fair.
Easy it was to tell virtue from sin
And the message of faith quite clear.
Oh, long years of toil,
Long years of tears.
And yet it seemed a great mantle
Lay over the world
Smoothing the valleys and mountains
Making straight the way of the Lord.
Oh, long years of toil,
Long years of tears:
One faith alone, one vision,
One wisdom from old
Handed down from father to son.
It seemed the same story was told.
Oh, long years of toil,
Long years of tears.
But the one sword lies shattered,
The one book is burned.
The faith that united is fettered.
And long years of learning are spurned.
Oh, long years of toil,
Long years of tears.
Then what is left now
When hero and cause are fallen?
Cling to your vows
Make true love your only calling.

Experimenting with famous poems

I am experimenting with two favorite and very famous poems, Dover Beach by Matthew Arnold and Slouching Toward Bethlehem by W.B. Yeats. Here are the original poems:

Dover Beach
By Matthew Arnold

The sea is calm to-night.
The tide is full, the moon lies fair
Upon the straits; on the French coast the light
Gleams and is gone; the cliffs of England stand;
Glimmering and vast, out in the tranquil bay.
Come to the window, sweet is the night-air!
Only, from the long line of spray
Where the sea meets the moon-blanched land,
Listen! you hear the grating roar
Of pebbles which the waves draw back, and fling,
At their return, up the high strand,
Begin, and cease, and then again begin,
With tremulous cadence slow, and bring
The eternal note of sadness in.

Sophocles long ago
Heard it on the Aegean, and it brought
Into his mind the turbid ebb and flow
Of human misery; we
Find also in the sound a thought,
Hearing it by this distant northern sea.

The Sea of Faith
Was once, too, at the full, and round earth's shore
Lay like the folds of a bright girdle furled.
But now I only hear
Its melancholy, long, withdrawing roar,
Retreating, to the breath
Of the night-wind, down the vast edges drear
And naked shingles of the world.


Ah, love, let us be true
To one another! for the world, which seems
To lie before us like a land of dreams,
So various, so beautiful, so new,
Hath really neither joy, nor love, nor light,
Nor certitude, nor peace, nor help for pain;
And we are here as on a darkling plain
Swept with confused alarms of struggle and flight,
Where ignorant armies clash by night.

Slouching Toward Bethlehem

By W..B. Yeats

Turning and turning in the widening gyre
The falcon cannot hear the falconer;
Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold;
Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world,
The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere
The ceremony of innocence is drowned;
The best lack all conviction, while the worst
Are full of passionate intensity.
Surely some revelation is at hand;
Surely the Second Coming is at hand.
The Second Coming! Hardly are those words out
When a vast image out of Spritus Mundi
Troubles my sight: somewhere in the sands of the desert.

A shape with lion body and the head of a man,
A gaze blank and pitiless as the sun,
Is moving its slow thighs, while all about it
Reel shadows of the indignant desert birds.
The darkness drops again; but now I know
That twenty centuries of stony sleep
were vexed to nightmare by a rocking cradle,
And what rough beast, its hour come round at last,
Slouches towards Bethlehem to be born?

The Elevator

The Elevator

The elevator door
With awful finality
Shuts me on one side
You on the other
And takes you away
Despair, yes and
Panic in our eyes

At six, you were too young,
I was terrified at
The thought of you riding
Away, away,
To be met by strangers
On other floors,
Perhaps to panic and run out
At the next stop,
Never to be found again!

Now grown, you use
The elevator doors
To shut me out, and
Ride to other floors.
Elevators of the years are
Taking you away
And into strangers’ lives.
And still, the panic lives,
Muffled, in my mother heart.
But stern convention
And you, too,
Forbid the panicked grab,
The tears and clinging hugs.


I posted this first in July, 2007, and have rewritten the ending. I like it better now, than with the abstract images of awfulness. This is based on an incident when my daughter was six, and hopped on an elevator going the wrong way. The doors closed before we could grab her or get on with her. Oh, the panic!

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Earth’s Left Hand

Forever fumbling clumsy outcast
Watch the golden right hand crowd
Filled with shame, it must be their fault
They never fit the mold
Told enough times, they believe it
Bad and wrong and clumsy oaf!
Yet discernment charily renders
Shining heart in cloak of clay


Sept. 30, 2007

Dream

And there is a door in her heart
It changes its position
Sometimes it’s on the ceiling
Where she cannot reach it
Sometimes its in the walls
And she can creep through
But sometimes its on the floor
And she drops - Oh! Right through

And when she goes through the door–
Or falls with a sudden drop
Sometimes she finds forgotten rooms
Filled with forgotten pets
Glancing up across sun-dusty space
So glad to see her
Just fine after all these years
Forgotten in the attic of her mind

But sometimes the rooms are filled
With a nameless formless dread
Emotions she had put away
In the attic of her mind

And some bad times there are no rooms
Just pitiless darksome bleakness
Grim rock with nothing growing
Dark forests without path or hope

And she wanders lost and frightened
Knowing someone’s searching for her
Dreading that they’ll catch her
Only knowing that they mustnt

Oh pray for all the children
Trapped without possibility of rescue
Send them a vision a kindness
A gift of hope – a future

And may she find in that dark place
A glowing ball like a moon in her hands
And remember a sweet face
Kind hands calm heart

Who gave her the ball of light
And find a gleaming thread
Like a spider spinning moonlight
Winding from the ball

Leading her through darkness
Hard and stony life
To some day in the future
To dwell in safety, free and whole

Thread of light
Glimmer in that wilderness
Reminder of another way
A green and smiling land

Sept. 30, 2007

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Autumn Changes

After a full career in hum-drum green,
Working day after day,
Chlorophyll alchemy turning
Sun, rain and air into sugary sap,
Leaves must be so pleasantly astonished
To find scarlet and vivid yello poems
In their secret souls.

Friday, September 14, 2007

Windhover variation 4

Translation #4 of
Windhover by Gerard Manley Hopkins

Little Master of the Air
Shining dark against the sun,
Daring the big wind,
Skating up the gust,
Carving the curve of your
Exaltation.

Mysteries of light and dark,
Of will and bending –
Crumple, Master,
Travel through negation
To Glory.

We pedestrians
Must reach our Glory
Through quotidian slog.

But break my heart:
Inside, the
Shining, fierce heart
Of a falcon.

Windhover, Translation 2: Bird of my Heart

Translation 2: Sense, not patterns
Bird of my Heart


Flesh, feathers, air
Courage and grace,
Spinning, swooping,
Skyhawk.

If such beauty,
Speed and power
Gracefilled, fold,
Giving in to Death,

What perilous light!
What glorious shine!
Flash out, flash out again.

Slow plodding, quotidian slog
Polish our souls,
Bright shining inside the ashes.

Translation attempt



Gerard Manley Hopkins (1844–89). Poems. 1918.

The Windhover


I CAUGHT this morning morning’s minion, king-
..dom of daylight’s dauphin, dapple-dawn-drawn Falcon,
in his riding
..Of the rolling level underneath him steady air, and striding
High there, how he rung upon the rein of a wimpling wing
In his ecstasy! then off, off forth on swing,
.. As a skate’s heel sweeps smooth on a bow-bend:
the hurl and gliding
.. Rebuffed the big wind. My heart in hiding
Stirred for a bird,—the achieve of; the mastery of the thing!

Brute beauty and valour and act, oh, air, pride, plume, here
.. Buckle! AND the fire that breaks from thee then, a billion
Times told lovelier, more dangerous, O my chevalier!

.. No wonder of it: shéer plód makes plough down sillion
Shine, and blue-bleak embers, ah my dear,
.. Fall, gall themselves, and gash gold-vermillion.



Translation attempt Betsy McKenzie 9/14/07


Sparrowhawk

TRANSFIXED, at dawn by dawn’s own servant, prince-
.. dom of sunshine’s son-heir, sun-spattered Tiercel,
at his gliding
.. Over lumpsome highway, roadway made of air holding him,
and flying
Sky high; saw him spin along the axis of a folding pinion
In his rapture! then out, out, away he swoopt,
.. Like a skier slipping moguls, slalom:
the speed and swooping
.. Scorned to fear the gale. My soul, fast asleep,
Leaped for that life – the fulfill of, the lordship of the act!

Courage and grace and deed, oh, bend, break, bow you
.. Proud neck! AND you will shine brighter then, flame forth
More risky and full of grace, O Lord of my heart!

.. Of course its true: dull toil daily polishes the tools
In hand, and sad gray coals, as they fall,
.. Break open and show glowing hearts.


Note: I cannot find a way to get Blogger to allow spaces at the heginning of a line. So, with apologies to Fr. Hopkins, I have added periods to force the lines in as they should display.

September

September

Seduced by sun and a soft breeze,
Errant office workers stroll, smiling,
Picking their way among the bums and beggars,
The tourists and the students. Suddenly
Effervescent city, usually so blasé,
Manhandles its life into the streets:
Burbling residents, lives inside out,
Expansive despite themselves, just the
Reverse of every day life.

September...

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Online reading versus print

I am reading a fascinating article discussing the differences students find in reading print as opposed to online documents. Debra Moss Curtis and Judith R. Karp, IN A CASE, ON THE SCREEN, DO THEY REMEMBER WHAT THEY'VE SEEN? CRITICAL ELECTRONIC READING IN THE LAW CLASSROOM, 30 Hamline Law Rev. 247 - 284 (Spring, 2007). They discuss things like screen flicker, scroll, speed of reading. But what really got me excited for a poetry application was their discussion of hyptext links. In print, readers pretty much have to follow the linear path laid out by an author or editor. Using hypertext links, however, makes it easy for each reader to follow a different path, hopping around in text or outside and back in. Poetry has always depended so much on the linear structure. What would happen with poetry that allowed the reader to dip in and out, skip around in any order? Would it even be poetry any more?

I have seen experimental poems (see Wordoku by Chris Tiefel, and the poetry cube - at Treefull, again, Chris Tiefel, who also plays with laying words on the screen or paper in orders that don't make clear what path the eye is to follow (see Pen Pal Seasons Winter. Very cool poem artifacts. But I haven't seen anybody do poetry with hyperlinks. What would that be like? Would it even be a poem? Poems are about the language creating images and conveying emotions, ideas and textures. I don't know if you can do that when the hyperlink activity is between the poet and the reader. I am interested in relationships between authors and readers. Hmm.

I have been working on an art/poem. When I was a child, one of my greatest delights was a "suprise ball." These consisted of crepe paper in many colors, wrapped around and and around to form a layered ball. In different layers, you would find tiny toys, very cheap and small. The pleasure was not in the toys, but the activity of unwrapping the ball, the sensuality of colors and texture, and the surprises as you went down, layer by layer. I am making a fake surprise ball, and considering how to lay the poem into the ball. Either I can have strips of crepe paper lift up with the poem written underneath or on the bottom of the strip. Or I can create a strip that pulls out of a slot and has the poem on the strip (of course, you have the difficulty of getting the strip to go back in).

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

A Wedding Blessing


A Wedding Blessing

for Laurie and Claire








May your hearts
Shine,
Sparkling with
Joy.
May your faces
Be turned
To behold
The God
In each other.
May your hands
Hold fast
And your feet
Dance
Your life before
The Lord.
And may you
Hold each other
In your hearts
Forever.

Sept. 8, 2007

Shout-out to MHS Poetry Club Blog

Hey, Hey! poetry lovers, visit the Milton High School Poetry Club blog. See some awesome poetry by high school students. Their annual Poetry Jam is amazing!

Monday, September 10, 2007

Crescent City Phoenix


Rising out of the
Ruins
The past immolations
Brought
Renewal, rebirth.
by flood, not fire,
the city baptized
Through death,
To rise again.

Monday, August 27, 2007

Not Once, But Many

Once to every man and nation, comes the moment to decide,
In the strife of truth with falsehood, for the good or evil side...


by James R. Lowell, in the Boston Courier, December 11, 1845. Lowell wrote these words as a poem protesting America’s war with Mexico. The poem was eventually set to music, and I came to know it as a stirring hymn. You can hear the various tunes and see the entire excellent poem with notes about James Lowell at http://www.cyberhymnal.org/htm/o/n/oncetoev.htm

Not Once, But Many

Despite the credo
In so much of faith
That there is one
Fateful moment
Of choice - good or
Evil, black or white,
I believe, I do,
That faith and goodness
Works its way in the world
Through much more subtle means.

Every day, every moment,
We choose, among
A multitude of options –
Action, inaction, and many
Variations of each.
It is not merely the doing,
But the way of doing,
Or not doing.
It is not merely the doing,
But the way we think
About the doing.
It is not merely the doing,
But the way we talk
Or write, or paint
About the doing
That matters.

Very few of us are given
Great roles in epic stories.
We are small pieces
In a great and subtle
Mosaic that shifts and
Shimmers from moment to
Moment, and changes as
The sun rises, moves and sets.
And most of us are not
All one color.
We are shaded and
Dappled and muti-hued.
Even saints must be
More than one purity.
True greatness lies,
I believe, not in
Any singleness or
Flat virtue, but in
The magnificent
Interplay of dark and light,
The complexity of
Temperament and will.
And there is not a battle
So much as a garden,
Which benefits from
Small choices, and
Tiny gestures of grace
And beauty,
Made moment to moment
In all our lives.

Friday, August 24, 2007

The Mills Grind On

Like spiders spinning their solitary webs,
Economists sit alone in dim studies,
Tamping the dottle in briar pipes,
While they write their theories
For one another.
Casually dooming generations
To be ground up in the iron gears
Of Progress.
They never see beyond their ciphers
To the sweaty faces,
Grimy brows,
The fear, the anger
Of layoffs,
Of obsolescence,
Of globalization,
And outsourcing -- to the
Bent backs and defeat
Of real individuals.

Fathers watching the want-ads
Eating their pride
Every day.
Middle-aged managers trying
To learn new job skills,
Or to fit into a service economy
Flipping burgers.
Women paid half of what a man can make.
Like Cinderella's sisters
Cutting off toes and heels
To cram their lives into
Some economist's new glass slipper
Imagination of efficiency
In the workforce.

Unlike the thousands
Mown down like grass,
Ground like grain
By the Industrial Revolution,
These individual
Men and women are
Casualties,
Not of the grinding mill
Of History,
But of Economic Theory.

Bred in the Bone

Yeah, it's in the bones.
You 'shamed of yer ol' ma now.
Think I don't see it? Shee-it!
Girl, you marked.
Yes'm you marked.
Can't run away from it.
Lookie here --
You got the taste for that
Sweet soft custard --
From me!
From me, you hear?
I shared that with you
In the womb, girl --
Marked you with it.
That's why you got the taste
Now you're a woman.
Think you all new.
Got that sci-en-ti-fick education?
Girl, you marked!
You think I'm talking
Some ignorant conjurin' trash,
Don't you? Huh!
You marked in the womb, Girl!
That's you Grandpa's curled-back thumb,
An' you auntie's fine, fine hair.
Hmmf-mmmf-mmmf!
Look at me girl --
That's your future;
You in thirty years.
And you can't side-step it --
No more'n you can step
Out of your skin.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Trust

Imagine! You were only eleven or twelve.
My God! So young.
Away from home,
Far from Mama.
Probably for the first time.

And expecting your first baby.
Your husband is kind and thoughtful,
But he’s a man, and doesn’t know these things...
And he can’t find rooms at a hotel –
They’re all sold out...
And he has to find a midwife--
Though you’re from out of town--
And bring her on the run...
How long did you wait alone?
Feeling the contractions,
Not knowing what to expect.

How alone.
How frightened.
How you must have longed
For your mother’s hand.
So hard,
Not to know
What’s going to happen.
So hard,
To be alone.

I remember,
I wanted to KNOW
The set-up,
The doctor,
The midwife,
The HOW
All ahead of time.
And, I wanted my mother,
To hold my hand,
To BE there.

My heart goes out to you.
Can prayers and heart-felt wishes
Reach across the vast, gaping
Void of time and space?
Hail, Mary, full of grace
May grace be with you,
Poor dear. Pray for me, a sinner,
Now and at the hour of my death,

And I will pray for you.
Sweet virgin,
Child mother,
Trusting in the goodness of the world.

And oh!
How it was a sword
In your heart,
That trust.
You sent your son,
And they broke him
And sent him back.
And still you trusted.

Teach me trust,
Teach me hope,
Teach me patience,
Teach me love.
And trust, that trust.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

The House of the Law

When I was a young woman
I moved into the house of the Law.
I dwelt there as a
Stranger living in a strange land.
Harsh it was,
All rectangles with ruler-straight
Lines. Clinically sterile it seemed.
Under glaring lights of Reason,
I divorced emotion,
Amputated my senses.

Now, I have made for myself
A small mouse’s nest
Beneath a cornice
In the grand house of the Law.
Comfortably curving
Walls that hold
The trembling soul
Like a bird held
In a gentle hand.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Alone

The sea shines whitely up
Singing back into the sky
Its sighing song
Of the eternal shore.
It mirrors the mood of its sister
Sky: a blank and staring white
Or vivid, gunmetal blue,
Or purple dark or icy gray,
The colors of the year.
Ignorant, we believed the
Sea had mood, the sky had
Meaning. Bland, blind,
Uncaring, they carry no
Intention, no sentiment;
No caring, no sign
No message from beyond.
The seas wash simply on the
Shores, from age to age
The same. Untouched
By human sorrow,
Alike in joy or death,
The sea, the sky
Make no reply
To prayers or cries of men.

Themis in the Ashes


The bag of wool
So long we honored,
Lies forgotten,
Unregarded.
Long tradition
Gone, forsaken.
Bright honor tarnished
With bitter jokes.
Sharks, they say, with
A low snigger.
Who left the
Woolsack out in the rain?
Or did the world
Turn and turn again?
And black turn white,
And greed rewarded?
The balance in the dust.

The image of Lady Justice stabbed in the back with her own sword, is a statue titled Poetic Justice by Paul Ehrlich, and posted on the web at http://www.zalma.com/webdoc6.htm by Barry Zalma, a lawyer who states he has this statue in his office. Thank you for sharing a poignant take on Justice, Barry and Paul!

Thursday, August 09, 2007

Denial


That’s not our dog,

The small boy said,
Putting his finger
In his mouth, frowning.
A moment before,
He and the puppy romped
Joyous, heedless in youth,
Exuberant with vibrant life.
The little dog ran in
Ever-widening circles,
Tail wagging, tongue lolling.
Til his circling took him out
Under the wheels of a passing
Truck, the driver heedless,
Intent on some important other thing,
Nor even stopped or slowed.

Now, like Peter, denying, denying,
His friend, his lord,
The boy cannot recognize in this
Quivering meat, his old friend.
His dog laughed and played,
Barking and leaping high.
His dog had shining eyes, and
A wagging tail, not like this
Suffering lump of fur.
As the light went out of the
Brown eyes, and a rude, unseemly
Belch of blood, the boy said,
That’s not our dog.

Oh, how the living flesh
Shrinks from the awful fact
Of mortality. The body,
Wiser than our thoughts, knows
Its death when it sees it.
When I was young,
I used to wish I could just
Divorce my flesh,
Live on air as pure mind.
Damn Cartesian Lie!
We do not live as an
Angel mind trapped within
The bestial body –
The flesh IS us,
Beast all through.
The mind is a
Meat computer,
Snuffed out when
The heart stops pumping.
And yet, we deny, deny.
I am more than this
Dying body. Man is not a beast.
That’s not our dog,
we say.


And the cock crew again,
And the Lord turned, and looked upon Peter.
And Peter went out, and wept bitterly.

The Goldfish Ambulance

The gleaming stretch limo,
Startling white, with
Slashes of red in a fish-shapes
Crossed. In a chauffeur’s
White uniform, (or is it Med Tech?),
The driver stands.
He opens the backdoor,
Bowing, and glowing with pride.
Instead of a leather bench seat,
A gleaming bathtub fills
The space from window to window:
Half-filled with limpid water,
Sloshing gently against porcelain.
Mini-bars filled with food pellets,
Slime-coat and PH neutralizer.
Slip in, he says, and try her out.
I float gently in the soft and tepid water,
Gazing at the ceiling, which is
Decorated with glowing stars
And little moons, shining against
The midnight blue lining.
The motor purrs softly as we
Merge onto the highway,
Barely feeling the bumps and
Rumples of frost heaves in
The road. Small red-gold fish
Slide gently against my body
Slithering up my legs.
Little fishy med techs tending to
All my bruised and battered
Hopes and tattered faith.

Saturday, August 04, 2007

America Bright Beacon of the World

What birthright was this
Like a stone over the heart,
A burning stone upon the tongue?

Could not wait
Rushing to be rid
Be shut of it

Foul remnant
Of an outworn
Family

Shed like a snake
Rolls off the old
Dull scaled skin

Sold away, all sold
For a mess of pottage.

The Angel of the Odd

Collects lost socks,
Gathers forgotten toys
Left behind by children
Grown too wise.
Uriel gathers in,
Hovers broodingly
Over the boy who
Never was chosen
For the team,
Over the woman who
Speaks too plain.
All the left-over
Oddments,
Unwanted,
Forgotten,
Repudiated,
Ashamed.
And taken up,
They shine
Like the sun,
Like a star
With ah! bright faces.

As of Burning Heat

In long afternoons, sun burning white
Glaring the eyes to darkness
The air shimmers above the
Heated pavement – which holds fire
Like a miser, compounding
Heat with interest, building fire
In the stone, the brick of Babylon.

Firefights in the baked streets,
Ceremonies of atonement
Ashes in the mouths
And blood on the stone
Baking in the sun,
Miserere, miserere!
Beating the breast,
Tearing the cloth
The fabric of a people.

But not cloth, it is not
Cloth, but flesh
Of our flesh,
Bone of our bone
Flashing out in a
Holocaust,
Sacrificed to atone
For what hubris?

Not one of our own,
Thank God,
We don’t count
The natives, only
Our own, our own
Sons on the altar
Knife poised
Waiting for the ram
In the bushes
The voice to call
Abraham, Abraham!
The bronze voice calling
Tolling the dead,
Into the furnace...

Saturday, July 28, 2007

I dreamed I sat on a mighty seat

I dreamed I sat on a mighty seat
All hewn from living stone.
And sitting, saw the past roll by
And generations gone.

They rose in mass
And trod their day,
Brief moments pushed great wheels.
Their moment done,
They each fell down
And melted into grass.

And from their bones
Arose their sons,
In their old places stood.
They stand, each child,
By ancient wheels,
The children of all men.

So rolled the generations past.
So wheeled those graven wheels.
And voices raised
Like great bronze bells

Tolling down the years.
From scrolls tight rolled,
And brass-bound books,
The voices of those men.

They belled the faith
Of years gone by.
The dust shook in the sound.
But from the Darkness
Rolled a voice
Mightier still than those.

And, hearing words like rolling stones,
They fell upon their knees.
They cried aloud,
They cried in pain,
For mercy cried in vain.

The words once said
Could ne’er be called
Back to the void again.
Long faith broke
In that deadly wake
The bonds of iron all brake.
“Be all men free,”
The dire voice said,
“And free from all these wheels.”

But brake their hearts,
For living free,
They lost the chains of time,
Fell off the well, deep-trodden path,
And bootless spent their lives.

So all men live,
So all men die.
But now wrought none to stay.
Nor art, nor books were boded forth
From that sad darkened day.
As free as birds,
As misty air,
They wildly danced away.

The graven wheels lay silent down
And mouldered into clay.
The sere grass sighed
In the dying wind
As each man turned away.

Betsy McKenzie
July 28, 2007

Friday, July 27, 2007

Tragedy


It started out so bold
Heart high,
Exceed their expectations
Misunderestemated all my life
At last, vindicated
By popular acclaim
Mission Accomplished!

herded by blank faced men in suits
goaded by fears
what if they bomb the whitehouse
left bicycling
while blank faced men in suits
took shelter in the west virginia sanctuary
behind bombproof iron doors

how did it get so bad?
why how what who
I’m so confused
don’t know what to do

they don’t even call me now
wish I weren’t their son
all I want is for dad and mom to say
Good Job, Son, We’re So Proud


Betsy McKenzie
July 27, 2007

Image © Austin Cline, Licensed to About; Original Poster; found at
atheism.about.com

Sacred Pajamas

No longer can the loving parent
Find cottony soft pajamas for
The child.
Pajamas now must fight fire
Protect, insulate, cherish safely
Children in their curled sleep
Knelt down to worship dreams
Humped like little cat people
Oversized diaper bottom
In the air, tiny thumb
In the moist pink mouth
Nylon brushed cannot feel like
Cottony soft pajamas
Sewn-on feet with nubbly soles
Snaps up the legs for
Easy changing
Short hand of course, for
How much more could I possibly love you?
It hurts my heart to see your silky head
With tiny finger caressing your little snub nose.

Betsy McKenzie
July 27, 2007

word from Chris Tiefel at http://tinyurl.com/387waa

the moon in full sunlight

like a pear
sliced in two
across its swelling belly
floating in
pale blue sky
the moon
opens to
push forth
the sun
bright child
greater than the mother
can there be a way back home

for both?


Betsy McKenzie
July 27, 2007

(Title from Chris Tiefel at linkhttp://treefull.blogspot.com/2007/06/50-titles-of-poems-i-would-not-write.html )

Handbook of Knee Surgery

It’s not the years
It’s the mileage.
Restore that bounce,
That bend and kneel

In my dreams I still
Can run,
And jump

Bounding high,
Like astronauts on the moon
Landing soft
Like cat feet on the mantel.

A two-tone marker opens up.
Use a car jack
To open up that space

Pack with
A nice foam
Bubbles of air
Maybe beaten eggwhites
Cushion those bones.

Spread with grape jam
For a smooth movement,
Glide over those worn
Scarpy bone surfaces.

In my dreams,
I can dance like
Ginger Rogers with
Fred Astair,
Waltz and dip and swing
Climb again the steep hills
Of Red River Gorge,
Wander the Smoky Mountains.

And burning softly
I glide among the clifty rocks
Dance lightly over the
Stone bed creeks
Silent crouch,
Explosive leap.


(Title from Chris Tiefel at linkhttp://treefull.blogspot.com/2007/06/50-titles-of-poems-i-would-not-write.html )

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Iraq

Iraq

Rage!
My heart burns, bursts
With more than anger,
Rage!
How could we?
How dare we?
What fools!
And still they lie
And still we
Send the
Faithful
To die.
Scapegoats needed;
Truth need not apply.

Betsy McKenzie
July 26, 2007

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Shrouds

Do not aim to be buried in white.
You cannot hope for the
Baptismal robe to last til the end.
Wrestle in the mud.
Climb trees and swing on vines.
Roll in the grass.
Plant flowers and trees, pull weeds.
Fix cars and hamburgers.
Hold dying cats and friends
Close – don’t be afraid of stains.
Give birth, feed toddlers.
You’ll be clothed in
A rainbow
Of life by the end.
Do not aim to be buried in white.

Betsy McKenzie
July 24, 2007

Monday, July 23, 2007

Bloodprice

Night after night, in
Ceremonies of
Savage atonement
Sacrifices to the
Greater good are
Gunned down
In parks,
On stoops,
At parties.
Death takes his
Necessary toll –
The city pays
So willingly
The charges
From mothers’
Empty pockets.


Betsy McKenzie
July 23, 2007

Calculus of Love

Nose nearly touching the page,
In fierce concentration
He adds and subtracts,
Calculating what’s
Due and Owing.
Telling his beads
Like an abacus.
Here’s a newsflash:
Love, grace and
Redemption
Are not
Earned –
They come as
Free gifts.
Neither God nor
Human hearts
Are compelled
By merit.

Betsy McKenzie
July 23, 2007

The Pulse Beats Through it All

Slow stars stately wheeling
As rock rafts collide
Shifting worlds and mountains.

Candy pink roses
Turn their faces blindly,
Trustingly to the sun
Like infants, sucking down the
Warm nourishment.

White roots, bluntly
Nose through
Moist, dark soil,
Breaking rocks
In the silent dark.

Thrumming life,
Blood red pulsing,
Rising like
A trout to the fly,
Pushing through to be.
The same pulse
Beats through it all.

Betsy McKenzie
July 23, 2007

Jazz

Crazy painted piano
Drops its notes
Like silvery rain
Over the crowd.
Jazz perfume
Wafting with threads
Of smoke.

Betsy McKenzie
July 23, 2007

End Game

End Game


He aimed to live large, declare his independence,
But along the way, he lost so many things:

His dad and brother in those cold Kentucky mines,
Beneath twenty tons of coal and slate

Front teeth gone in that bad fall
On that crazy roan at Keeneland

Wife and son soon after the bankruptcy
After he got out of the hospital - no insurance.

He guessed he lost his liver
To too many visits with Mr. Jack,
And later on, with Ripple.

Face carved by sun and smokes,
What abides,
After all these years:
Cigarettes and booze.

He never calculated on
Living so long,
Never thought he’d be old.
What he values now,
A chance for clean and warm.

Betsy McKenzie
July 23, 2007

Garden Lore


Garden Lore

We were speaking of
Black-eyed Susans –
How easy to grow
And take care of,
And how beautiful,
How rewarding for
So little effort.
We like flowers like that,
Lovely without being demanding;
Just how we like our children!
she said.
Trying for wit,
She spoke
Too much
Truth.
I’m so sorry,
I felt like saying.
I was a tea rose,
When you wanted
Black-eyed Susans.
No wonder we didn’t
Click.
Perhaps there are some
Children who grow like weeds,
Living on the sun, air and rain
Granted them without care.
But I think even Black-eyed Susans
Like a little care now and then.

Betsy McKenzie
July 23, 2007
the field of black-eyed susans is from http://www.grunberghaus.com/blog

Sunday, July 15, 2007

The river still moves

The river still moves
Sluggishly, but with power
Through deep curves
Out to sea, to the Gulf.

The brown silty water,
Carrying the mud of
Half a continent,
Still spreads across the delta.

From time before man,
Through Indian dugouts,
And timber-man rafts,
Then steam riverboats,
Captains relearning the snags
Each trip up and down.
Still, the barges,
Laden with coal
Are pushed slowly up and down
By tugs, whose crews
Take books lowered from cliffs
In baskets. Deep
Blasts from the horn
Honoring their patrons as
They pass.

The Father of Waters,
Great Mississippi,
Moving waters and
Memory, through
Space and Time,
Carrying men,
Carrying cargo,
Carrying America
On its broad back.

Ever the same,
Always new.
Changing yet
Abiding
Forever.

Betsy McKenzie
July 15, 2007

What is the difference between poetry and prose?

My dentist asked this when I explained that the poetry I wrote was free verse, not rhymed or in specific poetic “feet.” It’s a good question, and I am sure that it has been answered better than I was able to do in the dentist chair between cleaning and rinsing! But here are the things I thought of:

* Poetry is about rhythm, even in free verse, the poet is thinking with a beat and pauses.

* Poetry uses the space on a page differently than prose. Symbols and punctuation enter into the poet's toolbox.

* Poetry is more compact and condensed in meaning than prose, it’s like a chef created a “reduction” of prose, making the flavor more intense!

* Poetry is about an emotional tone. Even very abstract poems carry a distinct emotional tone.

* I have always liked the admonition, variously attributed, that you know when you read a good poem because it feels like the top of your head blew off. Wow!

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Caught!


Caught!

Like a treacherous hook,
Invisible to the cold-hearted fish,
Baited and cast just so,
When I least expect it:
The perfect line
Pierces me, transfixed
And hauls me casually in
To the canny fisher’s hand:
“Who first taught my heart to leap!”

Betsy McKenzie
June 24, 2007
For Grace Paley

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

The Night Door

The Night Door

When a heart
Despairs,
Chooses the night door
Out
It makes, see
A hole,
A black hole
With gravity
Pulling
Pulling with
All its might
On the dark matter
In other hearts.
That’s when
You have to
Resist,
Do not let go,
Fight against that
That siren call
Into the dark, dark night.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

The Elevator

The Elevator

The elevator door
With awful finality
Shuts me on one side
You on the other
And takes you away
Despair, yes and
Panic in our eyes

Sharp on the nerves
Like broken glass
Scraping
On blackboard slates
Like harsh light
Too soon after
Dreams

Frightful
Like a child
Fallen out of
The family
That is to say
The familiar

Jelly glasses
Sick undone
My tummy
Oh not like mommy
There’s no place
Raggy blanky
Be it ever so

Be at so ivory
But long gone, long gone

Still we run home
Through rainy dark streets


Betsy McKenzie
7/10/2007

First things first

They counted fingers,
Numbered toes.
All present, no extras.
The all new bright hope
As full of promise
As a new day, a blank sheet.

As time went on, though,
Something failed to connect,
Some blankness in the eyes
Or mind.
Oh, the bitter recriminations,
Guilt, second-guessing!
Is it from your side or mine?
Something we did
Or somehow failed to do?

How the heart hurts
Each time
A well-meaning stranger
Asks,
Or a teacher sends
A note.

That bright, sweet promise
Becomes a bitter taste.
The too-visible
Incarnation of some
Grievous fault of mine.

And yet that heart tie
Forged in the womb
Presses you to my soul:
All barbed,
All your own.

Betsy McKenzie
July 10, 2007

Fellow Travelers

In fluorescent-cold
Metal tubes
My practice is always
To study shoes.
I learned, I learned
The hard way.
Don't look
Too straight, too direct
It'll blow your heart
Out the back of your ribcage
Spattering the gray walls
With bits of bone and artery.
With advances in technology
Anybody can, with all
Convenience, talk loudly
To nobody at all.
The key is to keep all
Hands and feet inside
The moving vehicle
While dancing arabesques
Of compressed tears,
Compacted cries
With fingers in the air.

Betsy McKenzie
July 9, 2007

Monday, July 09, 2007

Virtual Reality

After long afternoons
communing with the tape of
birds from long-ago and far-away,
Does she feel less alone?
Climbing in the curtains,
Tugging at knots in denim,
The white bird abides
Abides in loneliness.

I also, feel the long days
Passing like tolling bells.
Shall I find a tape
Of friends, or lovers,
To listen, again and again,
In the tolling afternoon?

Shards in the Heartstrings

Sharp soup
eyelids of compassion
open
revealing
shards
in the heartstrings

Guerilla Flowers

Guerilla flowers
Stealth attack
By petals
with pistils
We were,
By Gawd, just
Wonderful!
Still, a poem
Is a device
To measure time.
A clock ticking
And spreading
Images across
The day,
Smearing pollen
Through my mouth,
Smudging hands and face.

June 30, 2007
Betsy McKenzie

Ignorant Armies Clash by Night

Darkling
On the sand
Stabbing
Blindly --
Unsure if
Striking foe
or
Friend
Get up and
Move,
God*mmit!
Your foot's in my tidepool.

Patrimony

Only one chance at
Parenthood --
Disappointed fathers
stealthily
Carry newborn daughters
And leave them
In the field.
And will their sons find wives?

June 30, 2007
Betsy McKenzie

The Limits of Organization

The Limits of Organization

Mad archivist gloating over
The cross-referenced,
Indexed catalog:
Colored balloons
From every place and time,
Each containing a
Sigh of a beautiful woman,
A laugh of a long-lost child,
Or maybe the hard-bitten curse
Of a Roman Legionary.

June 29, 2007
Betsy Mckenzie

Tattered and Torn


Tattered and Torn

F*ck it she says,
with every puff
On her cheap clay pipe.
Her elbow on the end of the bar,
Feet in the peanut shells and spit --
Flaunting torn apron in the face of the world.
You don't like it, Jack?
Tough sh*t.
When you reach a certain age,
You just let go,
Worn down by life, but defiant all the same.

This image is the painting, "Tattered and Torn" by Alfred Kappes. Painted in 1886 by a painter who was known in his lifetime for sensitive portrayals of people in the black community.

Ornithology 101

Bird flattened on the
pavement like a
cubist project on
perspective, no longer
identifiable by species.

Sparrow nest in the
eaves of the bus shelter --
fledgling peeping out
the gnawed-round hole,
paper wasps' nest for
a next-door neighbor.

Falcons, sharp-swept wings
raking the sky
like sand in a zen garden

Magpie mocker
stealing songs, sounds,
pouring them back,
profligate,
into moonlight.

Betsy McKenzie
June 30, 2007

Tangles

when I bitched about it
she said, here's your money back.
I felt real bad -- like it
was blood money --
but I put it in my pocket.
I had really hoped
she'd help me comb
the tangles of anger out of my brain.
hey, Jack!
how was it
before they cut
the wad of gum
that sleep gooed
into your hair?

Little Rasta Mohawk

Little Rasta Mohawk

Curving neatly
Over her head
Like a cock's comb
Sets off her
Intelligent
Expression
With gold hoops.

Betsy McKenzie
June 30, 2007

James Tate Has a Bear

James Tate has a bear
in his tree.
He is a very positive bear,
practicing living in the moment.
And, being a sweet bear,
he tries not to look
in the window. But
he can't help noticing how
the upstairs room is set up
with a desk
and a computer
and pens.
He climbs through the window,
the bear, I mean,
and clambers into James Tate's chair
at James Tate's desk.
Pulling a pencil from the can, there,
the bear begins to chew on the end.
The bear is struck by inspiration,
and wishes he could write it down.
But he doesn't know how to write .
He likes sitting in
James Tate's chair.
He likes being out of the wilderness.
So, he sits and contemplates honey,
and grubs.
Then, he thinks of blueberries,
which he (the bear) just loves.
The bear falls asleep in
James Tate's chair,
and dreams that he is James Tate,
writing about a bear in his tree.

Betsy McKenzie
June 29, 2007

Isn't There a Journey Back?

Isn't There a Journey Back?

Lost son, forgotten one
We wander crazed
Through mazy mists
Clawing up the
Clay-lined banks
Stumbling, starey
Over knotted roots
Push through
Push through
To the swamp's dark reeds

Betsy McKenzie
June 29, 2007
(Using a line from Matt Zinsli's "Reaching for Treasure" as a title)

Friday, July 06, 2007

Fiat

Tis the gift to come down where you ought to be
Shaker Hymn by Elder Joseph Brackett, Jr., 1848.

Fiat

The gentle grace
Of letting go,
Allowing spirit
To move and place
The soul and body
Where it should go
Teach me, heart,
To sing.
Teach me, eyes,
To see.
Teach me to know
How to let go.

Betsy McKenzie
July 7, 2007

Exoskeleton

Exoskeleton

Vulnerable and delicate, yet encased in
Armor.
Don’t count on the
Support,
Strength,
Shielding
If you step outside.

Job, employer, building,
Identity,
It supports, shields,
Gives strength.
But how lost
Without.

Betsy McKenzie, July 7, 2007

Thursday, June 28, 2007

a large catastrophe being avoided by quick thinking

a large catastrophe being avoided by quick thinking


like cheerleaders crying --
.......tears among the pom-poms


like an abandoned car --
.......shoes on the dash, green with mold


like old stains of love --
.......trail of memory on widowed bedsheets


so many grand hopes lost --

being only human,
we cannot choose
but to hope again

Betsy McKenzie, June 28, 2007

Heritance

Heritance

Hand it on,
Like a time-worn,
Treasured heirloom.

Like silver spoons
Worn so thin by
Generations of hands.

Put your smooth,
Young hand in the
Wrinkled, old one.

March together briefly,
This moment in time.

What was given to me,
I also hand on to you.


Betsy McKenzie, June 28, 2007

Can we get there by candlelight?

Can we get there by candlelight?

When babies are really little,
They sound like lambs.
Waking up groggy at the
Hospital, to baa-ing,
As the nurses wheel the little
Babies, all in plastic shoeboxes,
Out to the mothers to nurse.

He was so little – wrinkly little-old-man hands,
When he first nursed,
Kneading and dancing the fingers
With oh! tiny, sharp nails,
As he gazed solemnly, steadily,
Right into her eyes.

Now, his fingers, grown, have slipped
Through her wrinkled grasp.
Gone, gone to Babylon.
All her teachings
Gone for naught.

Betsy McKenzie, June 28, 2007

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Open

(Using a title and lines from Ian Williams)

Open

Sometimes a phrase, or a particularly beautiful sky
cracks open my heart. A sensation peculiarly painful, yet somehow
enjoyable. Diagnosable by a catch in the throat, a sudden burning in the eyes.

It comes upon me unexpectedly, snapping that atrophied
sclerotic organ apart. I have studied this phenomenon, attempting a theory
of poetic cardiology. After years, I see now, it is so simple:

To correctly open a package of ramen,
a college student showed me, hold it, fly it up, in both hands
and snap till your knuckles ram each other.

Betsy McKenzie
June 26, 2007

The Black Leaf of Gaul

(From a title by Tana Jean Welch)

The Black Leaf of Gaul

Las cigaretas americanas,
Hecho de tabaca rubia,

They said,
Solamente causan el cancer.

American blonde tobacco,
They believed,
Unlike the good black
Leaves in their Gauloises,
Are the only ones that cause
Cancer.

So, we all have our little
Fictions
That get us through life;
Crutches to injured faith,
Frail candles against the
Endless reaches of the night.

Betsy McKenzie
June 26, 2007

Meditation in a Garden with Day Lilies, Bees and Stones

Meditation in a Garden with Day Lilies, Bees and Stones

John Keats, consumptive poet,
Envisioned a new poetry.
Fettered as he was
By that gnarling disease,
He yet stood beyond
The hurtful critiques,
To step outside the limits of the past.

Thou,holder of words:
The reader and the read,
Leave off you melancholy.
If Keats out-stayed his oafish critics,
How can we justify to procrastinate?

Sever your bonds of fear,
Take wing!
Bloom for the day you are given,
And trust the bees and stones
To carry the nectar and shelter your heart.
Transmigration -- the body dies, but the soul flies out!

Bowerbird

Bowerbird

Hoping to be understood and beheld,
Yet I fear to be too unconcealed.
Like a bowerbird,
I strut and re-arrange
My props and costume.
I flaunt and pose.

Suddenly I freeze,
Too much revealed!
Camouflage is where it's at --
Don't see too deep,
Don't see too much!

Poetry seemed like
Such a therapeutic occupation.
Now I see:
More like putting on
(or taking off!)
A strip-tease.

Betsy McKenzie
June 27, 2007

Sine Waves

Sinuous, even the name
Undulates ~~~
Patterns on the page,
Expressing some Mathematical Proof,
Pattern revealing some
Algebraic Reality.

Daughter, tell me
The usages you make:
Does it test the
Equation?
Do you find
Fulfillment
When the pattern
Falls correctly into place?

Me, I see only
The even sighing of tides,
Or breathing
Of the universe ~~
Blind to the
Mathematical Revelation.

Betsy McKenzie
June 27, 2007

Film (or mirror)

Film (or mirror)

Gentle reader,
You must reach out
To share this poem.
I write to you
While sitting at this
Green pond's edge,
Shaded by this
Band-barked cherry-tree
On this hot New England day.

A crowd of little fishes
Attend me at my feet.
They must be fed
To so crowd up
At the shadow of my head.

Disappointed in me,
They turn and leave.
Even the silent turtle,
Green, mossy snake-neck monster,
Gives me up as a loss.

I work at the writing in the
Bright heat.
While you work from
The other end,
Fingering the page in some
Dim room (or perhaps
Your face is lit bluely
By pixels on a screen).

Bringing more to the poem
Than fish or turtle,
I hope you find in me
More satisfaction
Than the fish have found.

These fish blankly gaze
With frustrated desire.
Held apart by the film between --
(or wat'ry mirror)
They in water and
I in sweaty air.
I see them dimly through
The glassy, greeny surface.
To them, I must appear a vague
Darkness against the brightness
Of the sky.

Reaching through time and space,
My words on this page (or screen)
Also make a film (or mirror)
Through which I may
Glimpse you dimly.
Do you see me, partner?
Catch my crumbs
Flung across the aching void.

Betsy McKenzie
June 27, 2007

Attractions

Attractions

Those vivid souls
Blazing through
Our pedestrian days
Draw us like moths --
Or small children
Pressing our noses to
The candy display.
We long for their
Bright heat,
The syrup of their smiles.

But there is this to be said
for understated virtue ...
Patient, steadfast, they are
The solid rocks in the
Turbulent riffles of life.

Myself, I'll fall every time
For that quirky humor --
I'm yours, if you make me laugh.

Betsy McKenzie
June 26, 2007

Sixteen Uses for Socks

(On a title from Timothy Welch)

Sixteen Uses for Socks

Rounding the heel,
Darning the toe,
-- a meditation on thoughtfulness.

Washed out by hand,
Dried on the towel rack,
-- a declaration
Of singular devotion.

Match them patiently
In the laundromat.
Leave the hundred
To search for the lost One
-- Manifest virtues.

Who can number
The ways
Of Love
Expressed through socks?

Betsy McKenzie
June 26, 2007

Life Rises up Continually

To meet the showers
Of grace and sunlight
Filtering from on high.

Though ground beneath
Heedless wheels,
Paved over,
Forgotten, aborted,
Or sprayed with Weed-B-Gone,

Yet still it springs up
Continually,
Joyful,
To meet the sky,
Incongruous and indomitable
As a frail pink petunia
Squeezing out of the
Blacktopped parking lot.

Betsy McKenzie
June 26, 2007

Gone with the Wind

Gone with the Wind

This telephone pole is old --
All the cresote long absorbed.
Resembling a brown and hairy leg
-- each hair a staple.
Every staple held a flier.
Every flier held
A cry of outrage,
A manifesto,
Or a plea for attention.

All dissolved now
Into the ether.

Betsy McKenzie
June 26, 2007

Standing Stones

Standing Stones

Old men
Standing stonily
Frozen
In place:
Stelae
Bearing
The marks
Of history
Graven
In their faces

Betsy McKenzie
June 25, 2007

Refetal

Refetal

You know, you know –
The way he walks?

You know,
The way he trudges along,

Hunched?

To protect his heart
From the blows
Of a world he doesn't
Comprehend.

he wields his intellect
Like a pike
To hold the world away.

It pierces me to the heart
To see how he curls in
On himself,
As if returning
To the womb.

Betsy McKenzie
June 25, 2007

Thursday, June 21, 2007

The Colonoscopy

I have never posted a poem by anybody else here at Poyetry. Today, I am adding a guest poet, David Turkalo, who works with me. This is a terrific poem about a totally unexpected topic!


The Colonoscopy
by David Turkalo

Stainless steel table,
Cold.
Ass cheeks spread,
Violated.
Fetid tunnel of inky blackness,
Disgusting.
Soon to be probed by
Pinpoint of Light,
Hope.

May-June, 2007

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Non Carborundum

Non Carborundum Illegitimi:
Dog Latin motto of school boys
For generations taught with the cane.
Resurrected for future use
In The Handmaid's Tale.
This spoke to me
Across time and space.
Constant grinding
Can turn
An iron rod
Into a needle.

Betsy McKenzie
June 13, 2007

Monday, June 11, 2007

Wild Roses


Wild Roses

Covering banks this June
Like ocean waves sweeping
Green with white froth,
Up the beaches.
Swooningly sweet scented,
White, pale pink,
Simple flowers,
Innocently open to the sun.

Betsy McKenzie. June 11, 2007

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Compression

Compression
By Betsy McKenzie

Held together by pressure,
The pieces
Are contained and shaped.

Pressed together
Under pressure
The pieces
Warped, crushed.

Extreme
Compression:
Heat,
Dark,
Force,

Transform
Flesh to
Coal into
Diamonds.

June 10, 2007

Thursday, June 07, 2007

When a Summer Day Went on Forever



When a summer day went on forever,
Its shimmering song was
The high buzz of cicadas,
The wavering heat made audible.

Like ancient resin, now golden amber,
Preserved foever in my memory:

Choirs of treefrogs
Singing Lauds in the beamy branches,
And Evensong by crickets
In the long grass at twilight.

All, all, suddenly resurrected
By the scent of rain on hot pavements,
Calling me back to the
Dim, leafy cathedral copse,
Its pillars hung with wild grape,
Its nave the swelling spring that runs not dry.

Betsy McKenzie, June 7, 2007

Monday, May 21, 2007

The Poet as Bivalve

The Poet as Bivalve
by Betsy McKenzie

Like an oyster, with a grain of sand,
The poet uses pain and sorrow
As the core, the skeleton
To be coated with irridescence,
Rolled and mulled
Reworked and polished,
Until she forms
A pearl of a poem.

Or maybe a poem is like
Great oven mitts
Or tongs
To hold ideas
Too hot, too painful, too big
For prose.

May 21, 2007

Saturday, May 05, 2007

Spring Yearning



Spring Yearning
by Betsy McKenzie

Cautious, peeping out to see if it’s safe
To start living again. Breathing
Sighs of relief,
They turn their faces,
Straining blind into the sun’s warmth.
Unfurl their leaves, like tiny
Umberellas, parasols.
Mayapples leaning out to catch
Sunfall between the shadows
Of the trees. They bow and
Shiver in the wind.

May 5, 2007
Image courtesy of www.fieldstonefarmbandb.com

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Friday, May 04, 2007

Honor Bright


Honor Bright
By Betsy McKenzie

They believe
In honor, duty.
They, they honor bright.

They duty
Bound for glory.
They, they honor bright.

Government lies,
But they duty;
They, they honor bright.

Into battle
Sans armor, exit plan:
They, they honor bright.

Now we argue
Send more to die.
They, they honor bright.

Let they blood
Redeem our lies:
They, they honor bright.

May 4, 2007

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Saturday, April 28, 2007

The Long Twilight


The Long Twilight
by Betsy McKenzie

I always
Thought
I’d flash out
Quick.
Snuffed or
Burned out
Like a
Candle
Burning both ends.

Better get used to it:
This dying business
Is slow and gradual.
Small insults
Accumulating
Over decades.
No car wrecks,
Smashing into bridge
Abutments here, ma’am.
We deal in humiliations
And death by inches:
The long twilight.

April 28, 2007

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Asthma
by Betsy McKenzie





I have disaster in my chest:
Pompeii, slowly buried, choked
With ash and pyroclastic flows.
Hot ashy mud-sludge
Oozes down the paths.
My little bronchi, panic-stricken,
Run madly, trying to dig out the exits.
Too late: Vesuvius is smoking again!

Or is this more like Venice?
Slowly sinking, drowning in its
Beautiful watery grave.
Shore it up! Sweep out the
Cellars... Bailing like mad to
Keep our access to air.
Even after I clear the pipes,
Gasping in air with
Shuddering force:
Dodged a watery death
Just one more time.

April 28, 2007

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Friday, April 13, 2007

Spring Tease











Spring Tease






Spring is a tease:
Here one day,
Gone the next.
Winter's back is broken,
But Spring can't get going.
Blossoms in the snow.

Betsy McKenzie
April 13, 2007

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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Calling, Unanswered


Frantic, she tore
Up and down the field.
Crying, calling,
"My baby, my baby!"
No answer,
Gone, beyond all hearing,
The colt lay dead.
The mare, calling,
Hour after hour,
Day after day.
At last, exhausted,
And hopeless,
She gave up.

March 27, 2007
Betsy McKenzie

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Sunday, March 18, 2007

Out of Context

Out of Context

by Betsy McKenzie

Pop me in a metal tube,
Fly me through the air.
Move ahead or behind the sun,
Drop me some new where.

The sun's too bright!
The air is too warm.
I'm in the wrong place,
Wrong time, bad alarm.

There's something wrong
Inside of my head;
Connections
Fraying thread by thread.

I've jerked myself
Clean out of context.
Traveled too far, too fast.
Take time to correct:

Feet on the ground,
Head in the sun,
Time will help make this
Land and me one.


March 18, 2007

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Sunday, February 25, 2007

Hawaiian Eulogy





Hawaiian Eulogy
by Betsy McKenzie

Hawaii:
Island fastness
In long isolation left
A specialized ecosystem.
Now, hollowed out, with attacking
Visitors, invasives that
Swallow native
Species.

Eco-death:
It all began
With canoe species brought by
Far-sailing Polynesians.
Then, accelerated by our
Speeding planes, shipping in new
Exotics that
Spread far.

Remnant:
So little left
Of the thriving network
Built by explosive speciation.
Sing a dirge for all that’s lost:
Extinction is forever.
Gone from the skies,
The land.

Feb. 25, 2007

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Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Winter


So cold,
So dry,
My nose
Crinkles,
As I
Suck air.

The air
So clear,
Sparkling
Crystals
Making
Streets glare.

Winter
Is here!

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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

The Tidal River



The Tidal River
by Betsy McKenzie

Rising in, then sighing out,
The tide comes up
The river.

Rocks and stones,
Mussels and mud
Submerge, then dry in the sun.

Rivers where I was born don't
Breathe in and out.
They flow on

Steady, and
Unchangingly,
Never uncovering their

Secrets: the mud and the tires
That lie beneath
The surface.

Jan. 10, 2006

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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Stealing Candy

When I was a little girl
I stole candy
When my mother's back was turned.

Now I am a grown-up.
I steal candy
When my fellows' backs are turned.

When I hunger for sweetness,
I steal candy,
To fill the hole in my heart.

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Friday, December 08, 2006

Whitewater

Whitewater
by Betsy McKenzie













My stream,
Smoothly
Sliding,
Flowed through
Silent woods.
Midway down the whispering stream,
There came a sudden change.
Big rocks, then boulders,
Riffling and crashing the
Smooth flow.

Whitewater
Mixed with air,
Flashed with light.
What was crystal,
Deep and smooth
Suddenly became
Froth, roar and splash.

Spirit forced its way
Into the watery matter.
In time, the fizz and froth,
Exhausted, subside,
Unless there comes
A sudden cliff,
More interrupting rocks,
Breaking up
My smoothly flowing
Stream.

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Sunday, December 03, 2006

Pigeon

Pigeon
by Betsy McKenzie

Soft, gray pigeon
With your red, red eyes,
Chuckling and cooing
Beneath city skies.
You strut down the sidewalk,
Then -- what a big surprise!
How your wings clap, clap
As you clatteringly fly.


Dec. 3, 2006

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Rainy Pavements

Rainy Pavements

by Betsy McKenzie

What is it
About water and light?
Like fond sisters,
They enlarge, embolden each other.

Points of light,
Brushed across the wet street,
Into long, moving stripes:
White, green, red and yellow.

Rivers of light
Transforming
The rainy street.

December 3, 2006
Photograph by Sara Lovering, http://www.saralovering.com/gallery/2003/11/chicago_night_t_1.php, of a Chicago street on a rainy night.

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Monday, November 13, 2006

Rain and the death of leaves


Rain and the death of leaves

Fall rains,
f f f
a a a
l l l
l l l
i i i
n n n
g, g, g,
Sometimes soft as mist,
Other times, drumming hard.
Beating the tired leaves
Out of the trees.
Down they fall,
Into spreading carpets
Of oriental red and yellow,
Glowing in the
Dark of the day.
The leaves die,
Dropping each year.
But they rise again
In spring,
In the sap,
Into the buds
Of the new year.
Would that we could
So see our
Death and lives.

Betsy McKenzie. Nov. 13, 2006

Image of golden carpet, gingko leaves courtesy of Kyoto link.

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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Autumn Leaves



Autumn Leaves

Through long, sweet summer days,
Beneath the green cover of chlorophyll,
Golden, orange and scarlet red
Simmer, banked fires in the treetops.
Autumn frosts snap off the switch;
Photosynthetic factory closed down.
Greens fade, like timer fuses
Burning down on Independence Day,
Until:
Firecracker showers of
Sparking colors
Spiralling
Down
to
Earth.

Betsy McKenzie, Oct. 24, 2006

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Thursday, October 12, 2006

Inspired


I ran across a "blog of note," Three Beautiful Things. Apparently each posting is a short meditation on 3 lovely things observed. They are often small things. This is a terrific practice!

* Exhilarating discussion, tossing ideas back and forth, vigorously arguing. It's like playing tug of war with a puppy.

** Disassembling a dying bouquet. Petals falling softly against my hands. Some leaves are still alive and chipper.

*** Bells in the nearby church playing hymns while flocks of pigeons swirl overhead.

The painting, Flying Pigeons by Alok Bhattacharya, is available at http://www.domusartgallery.com/gallery.asp?cid=2 which features Indian artists.

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Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Cripple Tree

Cripple Tree
by Betsy McKenzie

A crippled tree,
Broken by a bolt
From the sky, and
Bent crooked.
By decades
Under the weight
Of its leaning
Partner
In the forest.

Yet it lives.
Grizzled,
It puts forth
Green leaves
In the spring.
And nuts
In the fall.

Birds nest
In its
Tangled crown.
Frogs sing
In choirs
Among the
Branches
Raised to heaven
Like arms
In praise.

It pushes
Forth
Its life.
Like water
From a
Small spring.
Pierced
To the
Heart,
It yet
Explodes
With the
Light
Of Life.

Oct. 3, 2006

The marvelous image of a bent tree comes from Dennis Paul Himes' blog on hiking he has done at http://home.cshore.com/himes/dennis/traillog/traillog.htm The photo was taken in the Green Mountains of Vermont according to the blog, at Long Trail, near Glastonbury Mountain, June 12, 2005. What awesome photos and amazing hiking!

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Saturday, September 30, 2006

Masks



















Mask
by Betsy McKenzie

Do you wear it,
Or, does it wear you?
Does it live
Through you?
Does it hide you?
Or is its purpose
To hide the world from you?
Or, frightening to consider,
To make the world more
Real and clear?

Sept. 30, 2006

We all use masks every day. We put on a polite mask when we decide not to fuss at the slow check-out person or complain about the person in front of us with way too many items for the express lane. But inside, we might be seething. We may put on a stern mask when we chide a child for naughtiness while inside we are chuckling over the exploit.

But there are masks and masks. Some are just the wise decisions that smooth the skids of civilization; masks of courtesy or training We tell white lies with some masks in order not to hurt feelings, start a fight or teach a bad lesson.

Some masks are the result of our different roles in different situations. We are a child to our parents, while we are parents to children in our lives. We are employees to our bosses, and sometimes, we are bosses to others. All these different roles require a different mask, and the mask may change over time. We are not the son or daughter as adults that we were at age five or age fifteen.

Some masks, however, are the product of our choices. We choose to express our anger aloud, and in certain ways. We might express the anger often, or only on rare occasions. We may express it violently, in passive-aggressive ways or through grumbling We might wear a mask that tries to express what we think others expect of us, rather than what we really feel (or don’t feel).

And we become the mask we choose if we wear it consistently. While we are teens and young adults, we try on different masks, testing the fit and performance before we finally choose the person we will be. We try on masks of irony and comedy. We test masks of tragic heroines or victims. But finally, we work out who we are, partly a choice, partly how we were raised, and partly the culture we happen to live in during our lifetime.

What happens, though, when you suddenly feel the mask? It makes things very hard if you keep thinking that your emotions are mere masks, assumed for convenience and courtesy. I find it very unnerving. It’s like noticing that the floor beneath your feet is see-through and that the wheeling galaxies are visible beneath you. Or suddenly realizing that you can see the bones, tendons and muscles beneath your skin. Is any of this real? I can’t tell if I feel or merely pretend to feel because it’s expected.

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Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Balloon














I am a balloon,
Leaking energy
instead of helium.

Instead of soaring
On the arms of the wind,
I sink,
Tangling my basket
In the branches of the trees.

What pin pricked?
What patch gave way?
Where is the tank
For a quick recharge?

Never will I float
Across the ocean,
To the delighted arms
Of a stranger.

By Betsy McKenzie
Sept. 6, 2006

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Thursday, August 24, 2006

Shadows on a Cloudy Day



Shadows on a Cloudy Day
by Betsy McKenzie

Ghosts of shadows,
Mere shadows
of their fomer selves,
Faintly following,
On a cloudy day.
They drift.
They glint.
They blink and
Flitter
In and out
Of being.
The slightest
Brightening
Brings them back.
Hints of
Depression
Turning back up
Just when you
Think
The sun is back to stay.

Aug. 24, 2006

The decoration for this page is from http://www.polarimage.fi/clouds3/shadowa.htm.
Thank you Pikka!

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Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Pharisees

This is not a poem, but a meditation and an indictment.

I have a friend who is dying. She is a lifelong Roman Catholic, and a long-time member of the same parish. She does not want to see her priest. She does not want to talk to any member of the Catholic clergy or religious orders.

Be ashamed, oh Church! You are rejected entirely by a faith-filled member in her hour of greatest need.

Why? I believe it is the result of church teachings about the "sanctity of life" -- meaning against euthanasia. It is also the result of the recent scandals in the Roman Catholic church (especially here in Boston archdiocese) of child abuse. The hierarchy tolerated child abuse by priests and helped to cover it up and perpetuate the abuse. I suppose the rationale was that it was OK because the priest pedophiles were not sinning with women.

I have wondered many times that the words of the gospels did not burn in the mouth of the reader priest when they got to the parts where Jesus chastises the pharisees for their hypocrisy and laying on layity rules and obligations they do not keep themselves. O bitterness.

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Monday, July 17, 2006

American Poetry

I have been thinking for a while about why Americans these days don't much care for poetry. I think we do, actually, but our poetry is mixed with music into song lyrics. We care passionately about our music, whether we listen to rock, pop, jazz, country or some fusion. Some songwriters write terrific lyrics, as good as any poetry. People like Leonard Cohen or Paul Simon or Bob Dylan just write wonderful lyrics that are only enhanced by the music. Others write lyrics that seem sort of silly if you see them printed out, but when they mix with melody and rhythm, they really take on a whole new life. There are modern American poets who are just terrific, but ordinary people get their poetry from songwriters. I wonder how my poems would sound set to music? They are too un-even, I think.

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Sunday, June 18, 2006

Worms



Worms
Betsy McKenzie

Dry leaves, pine needles,
Drifts of years gone by,
Sifting slowly downward
Into darkness, meeting worms,
And pillbugs on the way.
This is the secret way,
The path to compost, rich black
Frizzles and crumbs of
Yesterdays; all come back,
Come back to the roots of
Today’s asters and daisies,
The maple and birch and pine.
I should welcome the slow
Ministries of the worms,
If I were as wise as the trees.

Jan. 14, 2006

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Yin and Yang



Yin and Yang
Betsy McKenzie Jan. 11, 2006

He is neat and careful, meticulous and tidy.
I cannot get through the day without smudges
Of ink on my nose, shirt tails coming loose.
He knows where everything is, or thinks he does.
I used to, but totally lost control, gave it up.

But his boundaries are tight.
He never would have tried
Szechuan, Mexican, Thai
If not for me. Even broccoli
Is one of my small victories.

When we work crosswords
What he can’t do, I can.
We are a team - in puzzles
And in life. Yin and yang.

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Transubstantiation

Transubstantiation
Betsy McKenzie

Not only bread and wine;
There is some miracle
By which sweat and tears,
The more mundane pains and sorrows
Of everyday people who share in Christ’s
Crucifixion,
Are transformed.
Properly transubstantiated,
Our griefs and deprivations
Lift us up, move us onto a higher plane.
Raised high, like our Lord,
We spread our arms, and
Prepare to be reborn.
February 18, 2006

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Two Souls

Two Souls

Measure the glass, half empty, half full.
There is so much fullness to gladden my heart!
The miracle is that two wounded souls
Could find the courage to love another.
Two wounded souls found a way to build
A highway to the future,
A twiggy nest against the elements,
Against predators of the heart.
I love you, my partner,
My soul.

Betsy McKenzie
For Jim, Jan. 7, 2006

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Voyager


Voyager
Betsy McKenzie








Voyager has crossed into
Interstellar space.
Fragile messenger, perhaps
Ill-conceived, with a map:
“Here is where to find
My home world!”

Ticking away, patiently,
Until somebody picks it up.
Until somebody decodes the
Messages, and
Cares enough to come
Looking....

How can we imagine
We are ready to meet
Minds from other worlds?
We deal so ill-ly with
Blue whales, Massai warriors,
Women, gays, the disabled,
African gray parrots and
Australian aborigines.
We had better practice!

January 15, 2006

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Waiting for the Storm

Waiting for the Storm
Betsy McKenzie

I feel the pressure changes building up
In my arthritic joints and neck and head.
Some big storms feel like pressure cookers,
Building up a head of steam inside me.
The relief, like a cocked valve,
When the rain or snow arrives!
How strange to find peace inside the storm.

February 12, 2006

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Waiting for the Sun



Waiting for the Sun
Betsy McKenzie

All my life, I have awaited the dawn;
Getting up at outlandish hours
Just to see the sunrise.
For a short while, I had a job
As a night foaling watchman.
All night, I sat up in the barns,
Waiting to see if the mares would
Go into to labor that night.
When the sun rose, my shift was over.
How I longed for the sun.
Little mice ran across the floor,
Moving so fast, I could just see
Brown blurs, shooting around by the walls.
Then, the sky would tinge with green,
And barn swallows would take over
From the night flying bats.
Tonight, I am waiting for the dawn,
Like a night watchman,
Counting off the hours,
Longing for the sunrise.

March 13, 2006

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Water Strider


Water Strider
Betsy McKenzie









Like a water strider on a brook,
I skitter over the top of my psyche.
I count on the surface-tension
To hold me up from the depths.

God protect me from the dark things
That lurk beneath the surface.
Like voracious trout, they loiter in the shadows,
Waiting for the moment to strike me, pull me down.

Or I can be thrown off balance
By all manner of ripples and whirlpools.
I skim past, thinking all is safe and over,
And find myself overturned and tumbled down deep.

February 13, 2006

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Winderstanding

Winderstanding
Betsy McKenzie


The air beneath your wings must feel so solid
Rising and falling like hills and valleys
To a cyclist. Lifting you up and up
With rising air currents as
I would be carried up a hill by momentum.
Only more perpetual:
Round and round in a circle
You go, up and up in the sky.
I can imagine the lift, leaning into the turn.

I have watched a family of crows
Playing on the wind as if it were a slide.
They ran up to the top and slid down,
Cawing with laughter, raucous!
And the way the seagulls ground themselves
In a storm tells something about how hard
The wind must feel to wings when it
Batters back and forth, in a nor’easter gale.

February 4, 2006

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The Woodworker

The Woodworker
Betsy McKenzie

A thin slice of fir wood,
Sanded smooth,
Waxed and polished
Until it glows.
Who knew that wood
Could be translucent?
Like a sliver of agate,
Windowing the light,
Bands of brown and gold.
My son, the alchemist,
Working magic,
Transubstantiating
The homeliest matter
Into a magical moon
Of shimmering, gilded stone.


For Joe, on St. Joseph’s Day
March 19, 2006

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Sunny Dust


Sunny Dust
Betsy McKenzie

Sunshine filters silently
Through a dusty pane.
Dust motes floating -- golden rain.

February 5, 2006

Sword and Shield

Sword and Shield

The rage very near unsettled me,
But I fought it down with poetry.
Then fear rose up and froze my heart.
I’d be lost but for blessed art.

A sword and shield of greatest power
God be praised for granting me
These mighty tools in such an hour.

Betsy McKenzie
Dec., 2005

Terra Incognita

Terra Incognita
Betsy McKenzie

Setting sail into uncharted waters,
I do not have a map.
No one to guide me,
No role models – I’ve never seen it done.
Jump off the cliff;
Try it anyway!
Make it up as I go along.

February 26, 2006

The Great Library


The Great Library
Betsy McKenzie

Can it be that each strand of DNA
Of every creature on this Earth
Is a great library recording
The history of life itself?
That chain of CTGA spells out
Each creature’s own colors and twitches,
Its speeds and natures – that we knew.
But those long stretches in the chain,
That so long we called “junk DNA,”
We learn now are switches that master
When the working parts turn on and off.
Those switches that master timing,
So important to not growing
An eye in one’s foot,
Reflect our evolutionary history.
They are our personal recipe book,
And our species’ genealogy –
Back and back through time.
How else would that growing fetus
Metamorphose from unused, fishy gills
To stubby proto-amphibian,
And on, at last to tiny human?
How marvelous the Great Librarian
Who devised this catalog!

March 11, 2006

Therapeutic Dressing
Betsy McKenzie

When Darkness rises up and tries to pull me down,
I fight it off: A burst of energy from somewhere,
Start planning a party, put on nicer clothes.
I call it Therapeutic Dressing.
A thin shield against the night.

Time Traveler


Time traveler
Betsy McKenzie



Deep hider
Silent sleeper
Time traveler

Escaped from evil into the light.
Built a house of love and twigs.

Perfected the art of hiding in plain sight.
Found a way to stay, and run,
Run away into the future,
Where they can never, never drag you back.


Image of 17 year locust NWF link, copyright by Gerry Bishop

Tiny Plants


Tiny Plants
Betsy McKenzie

God be praised
For the intricate carpet of
Tiny plants beneath our feet.
Weaving their shallow roots
Tightly into firm mats.
Unregarded, lower than the grass,
Low forbs and tiny flowers
Netting sand and soil,
Slowly catching, holding layers of compost
Beneath their taller cousins.
Tiny stars, white and palest blue
Shining in dim mosses.
Twining stems, trailing over-land;
And where they touch soil, rootlets grow:
Magic among the grass.

February 3, 2006

To A Mouse


To A Mouse
Betsy McKenzie









How could I ever lay a trap for thee,
Little sister, once I knew you for my own?
Oh, the panic at being held for your own good!
Terrified at being transported to a place where
You will be better off, and well-cared for!
And the utter disillusion and despair when you are finally dumped,
Unceremoniously, and without recourse,
Alone and without a return ticket or dime,
Miles from your home,
Among hostile strangers.
Quick death would be kinder.

February 7, 2006

Laura, Hawk of the City


Laura
Betsy McKenzie

You had your own, big personality
Right from the start.
Perhaps that was why they labeled you:
Aggressive! And deported you to Quabbin.
You demanded to be taken at your own estimation.
Even by humans.

It took time, and patience,
And a special person,
To begin rapprochement.

Now you visit when you have time
And inclination, and even chat a bit.
You tease a bit, in hawkish humor.
A glamorous personality,
You know how to pose, enjoy the attention.
A celebrity hawk, but always on your own terms.


Photo is actually of this particular red-tailed hawk that has been nesting at the Old Granary Burying Ground in Boston, from boston.com, the Boston Globe website.

Sparrow and Raven

Sparrow and Raven
Betsy McKenzie

The little sparrow hen was minding her own business
Pecking for crumbs on the sidewalk in the sun
When the raven casually enfolded her in his claws.

“This is not right! He can’t do this. He’s not a hawk.
He’s not following the rules!,” she screamed,
Struggling hysterically in the prison of his claws.

The raven seemed remarkably cool about it,
As if he scooped up little birds every day,
And flapped off heavily with them, hysterical in his claws.


February 1, 2006

Speaking in Tongues

Speaking in Tongues
Betsy McKenzie

I dreamed I was an eagle and
You spoke to me in Wind.
The lift and slope of air rising,
Heated by the sun: firm beneath
My wings, You invited me to dance,
Delirious with joy,
Daring in the storm.

I dreamed I was a salmon and
You spoke to me in Waves:
Little riffles in my nursery,
Big salt waves in the vast sea; and
In that final ecstasy, sweet battles
Up the waterfalls,
To die where life began.

I dreamed I was a katydid,
You spoke to me in Thrum.
My whole world was a stem and leaves;
Food and network for my clan.
We thrummed and hummed through the stems;
And You thrummed too!
A deeper, moving thrum.

On other myriad other planets,
Under suns I’ll never see,
You speak in stranger tongues
Than these, to minds beyond my ken:
Delights I cannot plumb.
Master of the Universe,
Beyond, above, within.

January 6, 2006

Spring in New England


Spring in New England
Betsy McKenzie

The bare, rocky hillsides,
Breathtakingly spare,
Are still clearly visible.
Leafless trees, gray and brown.
March somberly up the steep slopes,
Relieved here and there by occasional
Dark greens: pines, firs and hemlocks.
The greenbriers are not yet brightening
At their feet. Only a few maples
Are beginning to glow with banked fires
Of springing life. A few maple-leaf viburnums
Answer back with deepening red stems
In the undergrowth.

By the ponds, the winter willows
Have glowed golden
Like visual alleluias
Through the snow and gloom of November,
December, leading on to spring.
Alone, the oaks and beeches
Cling stubbornly to last year’s leaves.
Like crumpled sheets of a bad draft,
Clutched by a hand unwilling
To let it go. Rattling in the wind,
The yellowed, bleached leaves
Curled about the twigs hang on.
We welcome spring with more fervor
For how late it arrives.


The beautiful painting above is LATE WINTER LIGHT, HUDSON RIVER, 2003 / WILLOW SERIES: COMPOSITION IN BLUE AND YELLOW by Simeon Lagodich. See

St. Theresa, Little Flower


St. Theresa, Little Flower
Betsy McKenzie

There are few joys like
The slow, sweet consciousness
Of being in the right place.
Giving yourself, in faith and trust
To the hand that made us all,
To keep, to place, to have you
For an instrument of love.
Knowing it is not, ever,
The big or grand gestures that matter.
It is doing the little things,
Every day, with complete care,
Pouring out through your self,
God’s caring on a weary world.

February 21, 2006


The image is a photograph of St. Therese of Lisieux at her death in 1897. According to the website which is the source link:

The exterior events of her short life are soon told. She never did anything extraordinary, but did perform every element of the austere Carmelite regime extraordinarily well. She never held important responsibility, but was assistant to the novice mistress from 1893. (snip) It is likely that she would have been unknown if she had not, under obedience, written a short spiritual autobiography called L'Histoire d'une Âme (The Story of a Soul), edited by her sister. (snip) The special appeal of her cult lies in her extreme artless simplicity with her apparent sweetness. To the more discerning, it is clear that her message is very close to that of the Gospels which she so frequently cited, and that, carried to its logical conclusion, it requires very great courage and self-sacrifice, in which she excelled, for its realization. The way of simple, self-forgetful but complete obedience which she recommended is a more taxing undertaking than that of artificial use of exterior instruments of mortification which she rejected.

St. Valentine
Betsy McKenzie

One of the faintest of saints,
If you did not have this chocolate
And paper heart holiday all pasted on,
They might decommission you,
Like St. Christopher, declare you
Sancta non grata. It turns out
They don’t even know which of
Three possible Valentines you might be:
Two martyrs from Claudius Secundus’ reign,
Or a candidate for a bishop’s seat,
Who unfortunately championed the
Gnostic heresy, and thus fell out of favor.
I think this third, the Gnostic heretic
Is my favorite. He preached and wrote
That the marriage bed was just as
Rich and true a sacrament as ever
Priesthood or the Eucharist.

February 14, 2006

Star Time

Star Time
Betsy McKenzie

Sirius, Dog Star,
Twinkling blue and bright,
Low in the south.
Brighter than anything
Below Orion’s belt.
I watch the winter stars,
Even through the city haze,
Smog and light.
They shine on me now,
Just as they shone so many years,
Through wars, through ice ages.
We are just a wink of time to stars.

February 20, 2006

Stony Ground






Stony Ground
Betsy McKenzie
January 10, 2006

In Kentucky, where I grew up,
Rocks emerge through the soil
Serenely, like horizontal elements
Of landscape design. In forests,
Limestone ledges glimmer
Palely through the heaps of
Fallen leaves. Ferns and
Columbines root in sylvan niches.

In Massachusetts, where I live now,
Glacier-borne till, carried from afar,
Then dropped here, casually, all manner of
Rocks, New England potatoes, bubbling up.
Year after year new little rocks
Invade the garden you cleared so carefully.
Huge outcrops shove energetically,
Purposefully, pushing through the
Black humus and roots.
Blocky, crystalline structures
Dark gray, formed in the
Volcanic, molten interior.
Now, blasted out, full of energy.

This is not a land that invites
Farming, tilling the land.
Small-scale gardening is
Challenge enough. How could those
Puritans imagine neatly quilted
English farmland where those
Fiercely vivid rocks come thrusting out?
They speak of a ground fizzing with
Energy, and its own secret life.
It wants no truck with old world virtue.

Storm Moon


Storm Moon
Betsy McKenzie

Pale yellow, low on the horizon,
The gibbous moon is nearly full.
Ragged black ribbons of cloud
Skate across its face, glory of the fading storm.

January 21, 2006

Stubborn

Stubborn
Betsy McKenzie

Slow, but dogged,
Persistent,
That is me.
If I keep at it,
One day,
I’ll finally
Get the
Knack of
This poetry.

January 15, 2006

Shower of Grace

Shower of Grace

The still, bright points of stars
Twinkle, silent, in a sky
Shifting, imperceptibly from
Deepest blue to faint green on the horizon.
Rich blues rise up,
Stars fading, as pinks, purples,
Mauves, golds, outrageous,
Flaunt across clouds,
Reflecting, recalling, rejoicing the sun.
A single swallow rests
A moment,
in
Homage.

Sweet blessings of rain:
Small showers, slow mists
Drifting across a lake.
Wind-blown, storming,
Big drops plashing, driving,
Stinging, in cold lashes.
Thundering, lit by glittering lightning.
The very sun dimmed through clouds;
So, a sky of
Mother of pearl
at
Noon.

Snow, sleet, ice, rain or sun,
All grace pouring down,
Showering on our heads.
As children, we splashed in the puddles,
We lifted our faces and laughed.
But we could not wait to grow up.
Now, we hunch our shoulders
We grumble at the weather.
Shower of grace,
Fall
on
Me!

Betsy McKenzie
Jan. 2, 2006

Shrinking

Shrinking
Betsy McKenzie

I am shrinking away.
I look at myself
Through the wrong end of the telescope.
Tinier, tinier, tiniest,
Until I disappear entirely,
Wink!
February 19, 2006

Sky Yearning

Sky Yearning
Betsy McKenzie

Ragged streamers of gray
Mark the currents in the sky,
Shifting currents in the great
Rivers of air.
Why do my feet
Stand on the ground so firm
When I have the heart of a
Snow goose yearning in my breast?

January 22, 2006

Snow Fizz

Snow Fizz
Betsy McKenzie

Winking dimples of flashing light
All along the drip line: trees drip their
Snowmelt into the half-froze